News of Cutting and Self Injury Forum

So since Ive been back from the hospital Ive been feeling ok but I guess the depression is coming back. The last couple of days people have been telling me that I am back to myself and I look a lot better, but now the depression is back and I hate it. I am feeling really down right now and I dont want to because everybody is worried about me and wants me to be ...

But, I'm limited as to how open I can be, because Warryck has the links to these forums. So, I have to be careful what I say. Hope you guys understand.

Don't know what some, or most of you know, but things have gone really sour between the two of us. It's ugly too. He's threatened my life several times.

I'm hurt... No, I'm just ######6 crushed. So, what's new, right? Wtfever.

I have cut ...

I've recently cut a few times after not cutting for 2 months, and it's been strange, different than before. It's almost like it used to be this physical pull, but the past couple of times it has been by choice. And it hurts more than it used to, even though they aren't all that deep, and I don't get the relief I used to. Do you think that this is a good sign- that cutting ...

I have started cutting 4 months ago, just when my best girlfriend dumped me. I love cutting. Feeling all my senses flooded by the pain is something that helps me so much this times. I enjoy losing blood.
As the time passed I tried suicide two times. But no one knows except a friend who doesnt care and a doctor that, guess what, doesnt care either.
I also have a problem that doesnt let me ...

Hey everyone,

Just got back from a psych hospital. I was there for a week and I dont know if I was really ready to go. The last night there I tried to committ suicide and the doctor still sent me home today. Well I guess I just wanted to let everyone know were I've been. I hope everyone is doing well.

Kayty

Hi,

I am just feeling so low at the moment... Sad really. And there is no real reason. I am tired and I have got my period which never helps and school will soon start up again.

Tomorrow I will go to the hospital to take a bloodtest to see wether just how concentrated my medication is in my blood. If it helps the way it is supposed to. I take zoloft for my ocd... ...

What if you don't want to stop cutting? What then?

I mean...everyone tells me it's bad...my best friend even told me I was crazy.

But I like it. It helps me sleep. It's what I want.

What's wrong with that?

MAY TRIGGER, so don't read if ur easily triggered, cuz it's not worth it, it's just me being a baby.

I'm slowly losing my resolve to "stay safe", as the doctors put it...
I just don't see the point anymore! I still feel just as horrible as I did last year, before I was locked up in a psyche hospital, so why not cut!?!?!? At least I felt like I was in control. The meds ...

Well, let's be honest.....no matter how bad everyone says it is to self injure, I think everyone does it at some point to some degree. I don't know anyone who hasn't physically assulted themselves to some degree when they felt bad enough. I remember when pulling my hair and things of that nature when I was younger and angry and my mother smacking herself and pulling her hair, too, and to tell you the truth ...

Its always rumored that people who self injure is all for attention seeking. People say that cutters...burners ect are out to manipulate others thoughts and emotions. That theya re out to seek sympathy or even revenage on someone.
For me, it was never about getting attention. I have always hidden my marks, until it got so out of control that was immpossible. It bothers me when I here about people who do it "just for ...