News of Cutting and Self Injury Forum

OKay it was like in April, but i havent been to this site for almsot a year now, i thoguht i was geting a lot better....but anyway....
back in april I ended up in hospital for a self inflicted cut. I've...well it felt kinda weird thinking back on it cuz i've never been that extreme that i've needed stitches. im not even sure if it was a suicide attempt or not, but i think it ...

Ok I havent cut in a long time Im getting urges again though even though Ive gone through a lot and not done it. One of my best friends who I trust more than anyone told this girl in my school about me and a guy I was with, and now shes hassling me and playfully calling me a whore and asking what we did. Im kind of shy and just laugh it off but ...

Well first of all i dont need anyone to tell me i'm irresponsible, i'm well aware of that but didnt know how else to deal with the day.

Well..where to start.. hmm.. so yesterday i told mrs smith i had started self harming again and she called up my therapist, leaving them a message to call her back.. and then she hugged me and i felt ok..i went home and got drunk as fast as ...

Well when I was in the hospital one day I was really depressed and there was this one staff that always gave me an attitude. This day I just couldnt take it and I called her a ######6 bitch. After that she came in my room and told me I had to switch rooms (which isnt fair because all the other kids are constently swearing at staff and that was my only time). Anyways I ...

i was doing so good than i go and mess up. i really hope my mom doesnt find out. the only person i told is my boyfriend. he's not to happy. it was like 3 months i hadn't done it. than it happened i lost it. my dad was sopposed to call and set an appointment for the therapist and he forgot. he foprgot about me. in a couple of hours he just forgot. how ...

So last night I was feeling realy depressed. I cut my arm 72 times from my elbow all the way down. It's pretty grose and now I have to wear long sleeve shirts and I dont have many. Ugg why do I always ###$ up on everything. I am worthless. I cause stress for everybody just to help my self. It makes me feel so selfish, even though I cant help it. Well I guess ...

nothing actually bad happened, i just feel like a worthless piece of cr@p. i'm in one of those moods where all i want to do is hurt myself, but i'm trying so hard not too, but i'm beginning to wonder if it's worth resisting.

i'm just a failure.
i know doctor feldman and doctor schweitzer are regretting hiring me to be on the research team. i'm way out of my league. the other girl hired ...

I've been SI-ing forever really. Sure, until I was 15 I wasn't bright enough to cut myself but I'd been biting/brusing/chewing my fingernails til they bled ever since I could remember.

Things got pretty out of hand when I was around 17 and because of my crazy SI-ing habits I was almost put into a 'home' as they conveniently call it over here. I managed to fight back (or pretend to anyway) and stuck to ...

I'M ######6 DONE!!!!!!! IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!

Hey everybody, just thought i'd introduce myself as i'm quite new. i've read some of your threads and think the support you give each other here is amazing. i'm a recovered(ish) SIer, have OCD and chronic tic disorder and just wanted say hi and that i'd like to be part of your network.

For all of you trying to recover/quit, hang on in there it can get better even if it looks like there's no ...