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i don't get it. i just don't. why do i get chewed out and acused of self harming myself?? did i buy a .45, make a home-made hollow point bullet and try to blow my brains out??? how about buy a japanese sepechu katana thats sharp enough to disembowel myself with a single swipe???

so how the hell does me going out and just ######6 a random guy off the street equivalent to that?!?! am ...

I do many things which I will acknowledge as being self harming. I cut and I hit and I bruise myself and I burn, but more recently I think I am allowing my husband to do things to me despite me not wanting to, but me letting him. Not his fault, but mine, so I guess I would call it another form of my self harming.

I currently cant stand the thought of having sex ...

i'm finding myself on my knees again. all my eyes point out are things that i could cut with. i have so many scars, what's a few more added on to my screwed up body?! i don't want another er visit! i don't cut to die, so why do i have to go to a psych hospital? if i cut where no one will see, then who's going to tell them? they won't even notice! ...

i can't take these emotions anymore. i feel like i'm fading so hard so fast. i'm 16 and have been in over 15 psych hosp. i feel so afraid. i have borderline psychosis for the fact that when i s/h i go into another place, but it's only my reality. i just got out of rehab and i know i'm going to be there again shortly if i keep on felling this way. it's just ...

i was wondering if 1 of you guys ever write something on your arm with the knife and what is it you write

I can't talk to any of my important people about this because I told them I had stopped.

But now with the recent upheaval of things, (the people and the loss and upset) the demoniac became too strong and direct so I had to shut it in.

We sealed it off by carving the kanji symbol for 'closed gate' on our ankle. It fits well with the one meaning 'evil' that I carved 5 years ...

Yesterday ended quite rough, and this morning I have a six inch cut running down my arm. My psych today even asked me about the cut. I said my cat scratched me, which I assumed that was what happened. But I was so angry last night, could I have cut my self while being in a disossative state???
Now I am worried. I hate losing time. It does look like a straight cut dang it. ...

I am new to this forum so hi. have been off from work for nearly 5 weeks with depression and anxiety and have to go back on wednesday. I am a self harmer and am desperately trying not to cut at the moment, tho the urges are there for a number of reasons.

I have recently had a severe misunderstanding with the two people who know the most about my situation and I now feel ...

Ok so sometimes I get in a bad mood or when I feel bad about myself I basically have almost no self esteem its low but when im feeling perfectly fine i cut i miss it and another thing is that when I feel depressed I feel its over stupid stuff like normal teenage stuff but it affects me ten times more im a heavy thinker which gets me into a bad mood sometimes and ...

from time to time I wanna cut so bad like if I hear anything about it I wanna do it sooooo bad and I hate it I mean I love cutting but I know its not the way to deal with any thing at first I did it because I was depressed and I have low self esteem so I just tried one day and I cant stop I've gotten caught a million times and ...