I hate this feeling, and I don't know what to do. I am lonely and bored and upset and I don't know what else. I am going to SH or start popping morphines til I fall asleep...
But I dont want to do that. I DO, but...I don't.
I hope I don't.
I hope everyone else is feeling better then I do right now.
I have been trying to avoid this on and off since ...