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I'm new here, so I'm sorry if I do something wrong. I just really need help. This is fairly triggery and probably tmi.

I have been self harming since I was 12, but in the last year I've started hurting my breasts and the outside area of my genitals and in the last week I've been resisting urges to seriously harm my vagina. I was sexually abused as a child. I have been having "flashbacks" ...

Is that too much to ask for? It's all I want, I want the peace, I want zero thoughts and feelings, I want tranquility. If there's a god, I hope he sees that I'm better off sleeping forever than suffering. I'm the only one that's different and it feels like I know it. These tears are burning holes in my face, I'm at war 24/7 with myself. There's nothing I can do about it. All ...

It's getting worse everyday. I have to be the exception. This is reality, everything that I'm going through is. I may hate it, but it is what it is. I'm sorry for wasting everyones time. No one goes through what I'm going through and that just proves what I am. All I want to do is sleep forever.

Hi, hope i will get a good reply from specialist,

my wife had fall and was taken to A&E and the outcome was everything is normal, since the fall she cannot remember me like her past 3 years, later she was taken to another hospital for that why she cant remember me, the Doctors and Psychologist did check her, and made a report, she is suffering Retrograde Amnesia, up to 3 years a go following ...

I have so much urges and impulses to sh, and no way to act on it. Im so frustrated and it crawles under my skin, and Im in distress. They dont help me, just telling me to sit and watch tv with everybody. All my other coping strategies is at home and cant do that here. Im just crying and crying

I feel like I have nothing to live for and nothing to look forward to. I've been in and out of the psych ward this year for suicidal thoughts and self harm, and I feel like I'm just getting worse. My life is a mess. I'm unemployed, I have few friends, no family, and I'm living at my friend's place (otherwise I'd be homeless). I don't think I can be like this much longer. I'm ...

I will never be the same as before
I will never get better
Things will never be the same as before
Things will never get better

I'll just get older while remaining sad until I die
Unless it ends faster somehow
No one will miss me either

I'm not sure if this is the right sub topic area for this.

But in short (at leastI'll try to be). I have struggled with depression and self harm for years. For the past three and a half years I've been in a relationship with a man I adore more than anything. We've talked of marriage and children in the future. He was aware of my self harm and had vowed to help and support ...

To address my audience, about my Mentality at a poignant, significant roundabout, which was once the purpose for my existence. To reside on this Rock, and to influence other lives by the fragile fabric of FATE.
Thread by thread it would untidy itself to a single ball of yarn with my self-inflicting behaviour(s).
Not caring, and indiscriminate!, my actions of self-harming to my external image and my internal complexities, that knew no boundaries for my ...

I just burned myself, and I feel like an idiot already, I never learn. Even before I burned myself, I was thinking "I'm going to regret this later". I'm Bipolar and am going through a dysphoric hypomanic episode. I was full of rage, and was scared I was going to engage in some sort of property damage. And on that count, it worked, the anger's gone, I'm calm (all that remains is the disappointment in ...