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I am not sure if its pure o or suicide ideation. Whatever it is has come back for me with avengence. It used to be mostly when I was alone at night, or really anxious. Today it has been most of the day, just thinking and thinking of death. Walking down the sidewalk I feel like a magnet drawn to fall in front of cars. Not like Ill do it on purpose, but like theyre ...

So i've been feeling really bad these past like 4 months. I've been cutting myself, first not deep enough to make it bleed, but now it does. I've been dreaming of killing myself, and the only thing that keeps me going is the thought of how bad it will hurt my friends. I don't know what to do, but I know if this keeps going like this that i'll kill myself. What do I do??? ...

I know that this long but please read because i need help and i need to save my sister and i don't know what to do please help me and tell me what to do :cry:
My university is in different country from where I leave with my family. It is my first year and I passed the first term and I am on ...

I had a job interview today and I did not get the position I was going for (driver), but they said they might hire me as a server in the restaurant. I told them I'd think about it. Yesterday I decided if I didn't get hired I would kill myself. I had everything planned: I cleaned my room, I put a bunch of supplies in a bag and kept it in the car, and brought ...

Hi, I am new here. Now I had selfed harmed for about a couple weeks and I stopped for almost a good month. Now I relapsed last night. Now the cuts were not that deep. I did use a really sharp pair of scissors (hair cutting scissor). Now it did bleed but not pouring. It was more spots of blood that I would dry up with a towel and in about 30 seconds it would ...

I haven't SId since my last hospitalization in 2010 except for some minor pinching, hair pulling and hitting in the past 6 months. Few and far between though. But now I find myself fantasizing about cutting every night. I don't feel emotional when I'm fantasizing about it. It's like I just miss it. It helps to talk to the crisis line but it seems strange to call when I don't FEEL in "crisis" I'm just ...

I hope it's okay that I'm posting here. I read the rules and hopefully this post is within acceptable parameters, I'll edit/delete immediately if it's inappropriate, I tried to be vague in my descriptions and avoid anything graphic.

I just really need to talk to someone right now. It's narcissistic and awful I know haha... but I've been lurking around this forum for a couple of days and it seems like the easiest way to ...

Hello dear "psychforums"
My name is lovelyrita and I have created an account just to discuss my correct problem. I guess this might be "triggering", I might not use this term correctly, as I am not a native english speaker or understand fully how other sufferers precive things.

I have a very weird problem...
Ill start with some background: since I've been 15, I got into a hospital because I had anorexia. I always had ...

For some reason, I can't stop biting myself on the arms. It began when I was 16, and I thought it was going to stop once I got into college, but it has just continued.

When I was a teen, I did it to release feelings of anger towards myself or my parents or situation, as I was sheltered a lot. When my parents found out, my dad was really angry at first, but then ...

So, I'm asking a super broad question here, and I don't know if it really applies to "grief and loss".
I'm a recovering drug addict, and "self harmer". But, I personally think that my situation may take a place in the "weird" or "unique". I don't know how many of you are familiar with the drug DPH, but if you are, you'll know what I'm talking about. I abused DPH in order to make myself ...