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what's ur career story?

i was an engineer, then into writing job, then into engineering(quit one school masters germany) then teaching (quit that) then back to writing (wrote novel), then again engineering (did masters) and its exhausting...

its like i cant figure out what to do with my career...

what about you? how do u become stable/content with where you are?

what should i live for? i hate my family. cant stand them. they're full of emotionally manipulative people. cant make friends easily. i lie awake most nights full of rage for my family. n then i realize they had their own reasons to be upset so i'm stuck in a whirlpool n feel sorry for them. it's either rage or sorrow.

i joined new work and that's a chore. i got no energy left. hanging ...

Why am I so ridiculously incompetent? I seriously wish that I could just vanish off the face of the earth because the pain of being this stupid and worthless and unwanted in anything just seems like a senseless life. I try, but the more I try the dumber I am. I have absolutely no conviction or confidence in anything I do. I doubt who I am CONSTANTLY. I had a shadow interview today as a ...

I am so sorry for my insolence on this forum as of recent. Nobody deserved that kind of verbal abuse or observance of my petulant tirade. This is something I clearly need to work on. It’s always been so difficult for me to communicate without going 200 on a 10 scale. I promise to do better from now going forward.

Ps. Thank you for the people who reached out with kindness and compassion rather than ...

Can someone tell me what the difference is between and Borderline and a Narcissist rage? I know they can look similar but how would you distinguish whether it’s coming from a BP or NP ? Also who would win in a fight? A nasty narc or a bad ass borderline?

I confided in a male friend that xmas day is an unhappy & stressful day for me because my family is full of conflict, aggression and arguments. I told him in confidence and assumed he understood it was private.

He’s been really tactless & insensitive about it. I’m shocked.

My xmas day was awful. He asked how my xmas was & I confided in him it was really bad and that I didn’t want to ...

I hope I get banned from this forum and website. I don’t even want to get the chance to be on this $#%^ anymore because all I’m gonna see is fake hypocrites.

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None of you give a ###$ about me or help me... I always try to comment on people’s posts and I get nothing in return. You’re all ###$ in the head considering you should know what it feels like to be lacking in support. This community sucks... I thought I could find an outlet on here but it looks like not one person can even reach out or give me feedback on my posts. ###$ ...