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So ive been diagnosed with BPD, PTSD and DIDNOS.

I am a very smart person that people say borders on genious. However, when I look at something I both instantly understand everything about it and am totally confused my it at the same time. If it is something I have never done before an cant picture what is going on inside I get soooo disoriented and nothing makes sense.

I feel like I have a ...

i have a history of stopping my meds. i go on them when loved ones urge me to, reluctantly, i might add, then i get fed up and go off them. my philosophy is that they don't actually make me happy. they just make me able to tolerate having a #######5 life and i don't want to be complacent and accept my stupid life and if i'm off them long enough, i'm more likely to ...

Personally, i would say both or BPD and then bipolar i don't know though i go on what i research about it and psych opinions a long with behaviours and experiences.

But i found this really good psychologist who relates well with me and does not tell me i am doing better or worse. She is not in a rush to see me and is helpful and genuine even directed me to a free financial ...

a lot of ppl here strugle with themselfs
and struggling with identity
the need for change is voiced a lot
but is it not better to except yourself?
you think you can?
what would it take to do that?
(for me truing stuff that makes "normal" ppl happy did nothing for me so i had to find my own way
that's what made me "happy" )

My friend with undiagnosed BPD went to someone who gave her anti-depressants and sleeping pills. I had a hunch that DBT would be better for her as she hates pills for now. I just want to ask other BPD's if their therapists also give them pills in the first meeting ?

Hello to all,

I have recently been diagnosed with BPD and I was hospitalized because of this illness about a month ago. Now that I know more about BPD I have begun to recognize the signs and symptoms that have been with me my entire life. From poor decision making, feeling constantly empty, to the first time I cut when I was 5. I am scared of what others might think of me. I have ...

Hi:

I have been newly diagnosed with borderline and rapid cycling bipolar.
Just got meds for bipolar hoping to control it a bit to then work in therapy on the borderline.
I'm taking Geodon and so far I like it a lot. It has only been 3 days but I got accomplished a lot of things that I was procrastinating on plus I'm not on the verge of crying all the time as before.

Nice ...

On Sunday I had a traumatic experience. I was at a street festival and a drunk driver plowed through the barricades into the crowd. He hit four people, two of whom died, and another one was in critical condition for a while... she was the girlfriend of the first one to die.

I was right in the path of the car, which came to a stop 15 feet in front of me. When I heard ...

So, I'm new to the forums and looking to see if this is a good home.

I was diagnosed with bpd about 2 years ago. I've been seeing the dane therapist since, but, I seem to be making no progress. Recently I've been seeing a girl who was fairly into me, and me being me, I made things too complicated too fast.

My question is, does anyone else feel really stupid after a failed relationship. ...

It's been a while since I've been considering BDP as wuts "wrong" with me. However, one thing that made me doubt is that I didn't rly have that crazy/asshole factor that people heavily associate with BPD.

Ive always been the "nice" guy whod rather give ppl the silent treatment than actually speak up. Always tried to be considerate of ppls feelings and avoid confrontation even if I was rly mad inside.

But lately, Ive started ...