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This is going to be a bit of a rant but I need to get this out.

I hate how I look and I hate that it is impossible for me to control anything beyond weight and muscle mass. Even in that are I am not doing well. My BMI is 20.5 which is far off from the "ideal" of 18.9 and even when my BMI was at 18.9, I preferred a BMI of 16.8 ...

She told me if i do it again, she's going to call an ambulance to get me to psychiatry. I am scared of asking out women again.

I can understand if a woman calls the police. I can understand if a woman says no. I can understand if a woman says maybe. I can understand that she wants no contact, i can understand if a woman wants to stay friends. But that she wants to ...

I was just recently diagnosed and have been trying to understand which parts of myself and behavior at BPD and which are actually me. I was wondering if anyone else had a hard time keeping a job?

My experience usually goes the same way. I get WAY to invested in a job right off the bat. I then make a fool of myself because I take on way too much, make it clear how badly ...

I have always been paranoid of people. Feeling that people dont like me, they just be polite or tolerate me.
When out and about i will take routes where i will see the least people and avoid roads if i can.
I feel people are looking and judging out of windows, i feel people i pass are thinking how weird and disgusting i am. Roads are the worst as i feel like there are so ...

Has anyone been watching this show?

Reason i am writing is because i thing BoJack actually has BPD with co-occuring substance abuse disorder. I can relate so much to the characters sometimes it is scary.

And i find the show entertaining.

Well, in these few months I've been out of this forum I managed to make a new friend. Everything was going fine until he kind of started to cling to me and "invade" my personal space.
So I decided to make "house rules" to referenciate whenever I have problems communicating how I want people behaving around me and, mostly, my stuff.
I think it is a good idea, a bit forceful, but it certainly puts ...

It isnt taking over my life, nor is it over the top.
To be honest, i think its quite justified. Only i fear bringing it up to my CPN, which suggests it is perhaps out of the ordinary.

I worry if i bring it up she is just going to laugh at me. She is quite honest and blunt with it. Its plain to see that she finds me extremely weird haha. Not in a ...

Hi,
I have been diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I am on Cymbalta, Klolopin, and Ambien. I see my psychiatrist once a month. Lately I have been this feeling behind my eyes that keeps growing this hatred. I tried to speak to my mom about it and she doesn't get and and my dad thinks it because I fat. Can anyone help me describe what going on with me so I can tell my pdychriastrist ...

Hi so I'm writing my first message here to share with you guys my story and maybe get some advices from people who might been through the same stuff as I am since about 3 years and as the title of my topic says, I'm really confused, I don't know what's wrong with me..

I have to start by saying that I grew up in a toxic environnement, my dad was constantly mocking me, humiliating ...

I think there are several reasons for me to be still single.. at the age of 33, turning 34 in less than 2 months

I am sure that's part of me that no longer believes in love
a part of me that has broken since each break-up.. pieces of me must have broken every time a relationship ended leading to a point when I no longer have trust in love..
no longer trust that people ...