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I just started realizing that I don't think I was really ever expecting things to work out completely with my children's father. Early August he said some harsh things (probably with influence from his overbearing mother) about how he could never be happy with me, and how he didn't wish to be involved with me at all, especially with another child. He mentioned how unhappy he was around me, and how he couldn't have fun ...

Hi everyone. I'm 22 and last Thursday I went to the hospital by my own asking to get hospitalize because I was afraid I'm dangerous for myself. The shrink there wasn't really supportive and made me "promise I won't hurt myself" and sent me home with the diagnosis that I'm borderline.

I did went once last year to see a psychiatrist because I thought I could use some medicinal support , she ...

just can't live with this pain
i still don't understand
what made me so ###$ up why am i so unlucky is it all my fault
why cant i go through stuff everyone goes through why can't i just go ahead and live, why can't i plan anything for my future why have i always thought i would die before i even have to worry about being a grown up
i just can't do it ...

Just stumbled across this site... I was dx with BPD in January after the worst Fall/early Winter of my entire life. I have struggled with depression for as long as I can remember, and things have just gotten worse over the past year or so. My motivation is so low, I feel mostly numb, and I can't seem to communicate properly what I'm going through to those who are concerned. Sometimes I don't want to ...

I'm almost 22 years old...
And I have lost the ability to say no...
I'm afraid of people being angry with me, and I don't know why. I never previously gave a damn.

It got me into trouble this weekend...
I've been seeing this guy, Ben, for the past week.
He never tried anything except kissing me... and I wouldn't even him put his tongue in my mouth.
I never had to say no, I ...

Hello, this is my first post here. I found this forum through Google.

Basically, I suspect I have Borderline Personality Disorder, but don't want to go get it diagnosed and marked on any kind of official record. If I were to be officially diagnosed, this label would follow me for the rest of my life.

I was on medication until I was 20 for ADHD, depression, and "irritability". While on the medicine, I felt suicidal ...

..How's it work for you?

I've just realized i've been stuck in some kind of dissociative time-warp... I live in these erratic cycles, lets say - within a 1 week - 2 month period i'll go through many different identities/personalities/goals/whatever you want to call it - i'll have times of being anxious, over-eating, over-sleeping, not eating, not sleeping, obsessed with x/y/z, low + depressed, hyper + 'out of it' - etc. etc. etc. and during ...

I want to kill her. My BDs mother seriously pisses me off. I do believe she is a major reason there has been so much damn drama between us... She's apparently "sickened" by me saying things about how I feel about her son... and tells him that he seriously needs to cut me out of his life because all I'm going to do is ruin it.

The ###$ is wrong with her? She also accused ...

I went to another psychiatrist this past week who does not think I have BPD (I have been trying to find a name for my issues and thought I might be Borderline). He is the third psych in four years to tell me I am not Borderline. Other psychs have diagnosed me with anxiety, dysthymia, and a mood disorder. The most recent psych says I most likely have a mood disorder NOS (not otherwise specified). ...

Hello everyone. :) I've had an inkling that I was a BPDer for years, but it was finally officially confirmed after my last serious crash when my girlfriend gave me the ultimatum of going to talk to someone or breaking up with me. I had always resisted the idea because I hated what it would do to my family (I'm the golden child, nothing could ever be ...