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Hi just curious if anyone else feels this way, went shopping in a local supermarket. Got to Che k out and joined the long que, when was my turn I quickly emptied my basket and let the clerk scan everything as they passed it I packed as quickly as I could. The only thing is although the que was huge and I thought I was doing the right thing by getting my $#%^ done and ...

I have a weird family situation I would love to get people's validation or ideas on. Please be respectful and kind as this is a very traumatic and personal story for me.

Basically, my father abandoned my mother and me when she was pregnant, and since my mother was schizophrenic, I didn't have anyone to really take care of me. Since I searched to see if I may have siblings, I found that I have ...

I broke up with my partner over him ignoring me/avoiding our scheduled plans. I sent some pretty mean messages and he blocked me that night without saying a word to me. Once I calmed down, I reached out to his friends/family to check on his well-being as I was concerned. That’s when he finally contacted me and apologised but said he needed me not to contact him for a ‘little while’ as he was going ...

I'm feeling very sad & hopeless right now so I feel I should share my thoughts with you guys.

I moved to a new city 5 months ago to heal & start a new life. I took a huge risk & sold my condo in order to buy a house in the new city, which turned out to be a major financial mistake.

When I first arrived, I started to look for a real estate ...

BPD: the cascade of events explained..........

Trigger: weddings

Cause: history of a failed engagement. Rooted feeling associated with the event is extreme resentment, extreme anger, and extreme disappointment, for having to make my own dreams happen with little help financially from the other person. Last engagement l lost $3000 in deposits and the other person did not care. After I spent thousands of dollars ($30,000+) for both of us to travel during the 2-year time ...

I've been diagnosed and in treatment for 1 year. Although I've learned alot about myself, and my reactions & behaviours, I am completely scared and frustrated to have to live with this condition for the rest of my life.

I knew something was wrong with me when I was around 12. I always was extremely insecure about myself and everything I do, and still am to this day. In the following 13 years (I'm 25 ...

First post here.

I'm a 25 year old male, and got diagnosed with BPD one year ago. Something I've always been struggling with since I was a teen is that I feel extremely repulsive and unattractive too women. I'm not sure in what extent I am.

I've been with around 50 women, and obviously alot of them where women I was really attracted too. Yet I still to this day feel like I'm repulsive to ...

Do you guys ever make really loud farting noises so the people in the stalls next to you think you’re taking a really huge dump? And so they get weirded out and leave? I love doing it. That kind of thing never gets old.

I feel like I probably put too much emphasis on my diagnosis and have made it my identity because the idea of possibly not being borderline makes me sad and that has really been a smack in the face for me to get a god damned life. I don't know, I feel like I attract a lot of other BPD's in my life, especially in the case of potential relationship partners. It seems to me ...

Hey all, I used to be a functional borderline caring for my 3 kids as a single mom and running a law office for 10 years.

The stresses of the last few years of raising my kids, who all have adhd and bpd,and leaving my legal job and losing a job i loved in retail finally took their toll and the past year I have not been very functional at all.

I have ended up ...