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hello.I'm a 19 year old male. For the past year all I want to do is be on my own.
I used hang out with friends, talk to other people. But, i don't want it anymore.
Now, i hate being in large groups and introducing myself.
And when i'm alone, i always be so sad, unhappy and usually i can't sleep.
I started to hate myself, because i'm not good in anything, i don't have ...

I've just been diagnosed with a "personality disorder"... what the hell does that mean?? That's all I've been told, you have a personality disorder, like it's some sort of strange tool. I have it it's in my hands but I don't know what it is what to do with it and I don't understand it. Can any one sort of elaborate if you've had the same empty diagnosis?

Hi, I've posted on here about stuff a few times and people have said "BPD" at me more than once...

So I'm interested to know - if you are dxed BPD, what underlying beliefs that match up to your BPD symptoms do you feel/are you told are central to your BPD?

Do you know what causes your mood swings, and what emotions you feel when you feel up/down? Do you know what causes those mood ...

My BPD wife and I were angry with our sister in law , a nurse, when she told us we were crazy to contemplate having a child.
How could she be so cruel to even think such a thing ? We wanted a child so much and my wife was such an 'exception' to the 'typical' BPD.
My wife was a very intelligent person with a degree in physiotherapy and had an unusual insight into ...

I'm trying really hard not to (no I'm not), but I can't stop thinking about having sex with a lot of the people that are close to me. To make matters more difficult, my boyfriend seems kind of indifferent about whether or not I do anything sexually with a girl. Most of my previous boyfriends have looked at that as cheating. Without someone to regulate my sense of "what is right" I'm having difficulty.

So, ...

This question torments me.

I had a light bulb go off tonight and remembered I had read before that BPD people sometimes have issues/confusion with their sexual orientation.

I guess in my case I have struggled with my own sexual orientation for so long now that I'm not even sure how to tell anymore what is what.

Does anyone have some personal experience with this and/or maybe helpful articles or advice from a therapist?


Also, I am thinking of ...

http://www.borderlinedisorders.com/public.php

http://www.borderlinepersonalitytoday.com/main/families.htm

I am new to this form but I have struggled with BP my whole life and have also been in therapy.

I am 21 years old. All the stories on here I can relate and it's great seeing everyone trying to help eachother out.

Just curious.
Is it a good environment? Did it help you? How long are the stays usually? Can you tell me any personal experiences?
Anything would be wonderful, really.
Thanks C: