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My family is moving. Not my parents but others that I consider family. They are only moving about 3 minutes away from where they already lived. Shouldn't be a big deal right? Oh but it is... :(. They've lived here my whole life. I'm there every single day. It's like I live there too pretty much. Every good memory I have - was there. I've had free ...

Firstly I just wanted to say that I hope this doesn't offend anyone in anyway. I don't think it will but I'm not sure. And I'm sincerely sorry if it does, I honestly don't mean any harm.

I think I might have BPD. I have been reading a lot about it and I can identify with a lot of the symptoms and characteristics, such as:

Intense unstable relationships in which the borderline always ends up ...

sorry I am on wrong forum, I got confirmation from shrink

I have always been impatient as far back as I can remember. I hate waiting for things. I hate when someone can't answer a simple question. Lately, it keeps getting worse. If I ask someone to do something and they don't do it immediately I want to f***ing kill them. When I ask a question I cannot stand getting the answer "I don't know.". That's not a f***ing answer. JUST ANSWER ME!!!! OMG!!!!!!! I have ...

Does anyone else here have no clue who you are? Do you see yourself the way others see you, or do you have a false sense of who you are? For example, I have always seen myself as aggressive, but my husband says I avoid conflict whenever possible. Apparently, BPD can cause a person to create a false sense of self (for me, I think I'm my mother and that I need to help people ...

Hi :)

Just a little background first...

For years I have bene suffering from depression, anxiety and on/off alcohol abuse/self medication. I have also been hospitalised 6 times in the past 3 years, 3 of these being in the last 5 months :( I have been under the care of a psychologist and psychiatrist for a few years now ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bmBH08mVR9U

i try to listen to this in different states to remind me that i'll feel different soon.
it doesn't change how i feel, it doesn't make it any better when you're in it but somehow there's a small comfort in knowing that it won't last forever. even if being a million different people in the space of a week is one of the horrible things about having BPD. ...

Have you guys read any psychological literature about this stuff?

I've read two books on Bipolar:

"Manic" by Terri Cheney & "Touched by Fire" by Kay Refield Jamison. I don't have Bipolar but rather a Cyclothymic Temperament, so I could relate to them. I found them very interesting and would recommend them to everyone, Bipolar or not.

And of course, Borderline literature:

"I Hate You, Don't Leave Me" by Kreisman & Straus
"Get Me Out ...

Crazy, but that's how it goes
Millions of people living as foes
Maybe it's not too late
To learn how to love, and forget how to hate

Mental wounds not healing
Life's a bitter shame
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
I'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train
Let's go

I've listened to preachers, I've listened to fools
I've watched all the dropouts who make their own rules
One person ...

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