News of Borderline Personality Disorder Forum

I'm not entirely sure what to say, or rather, what to post. I'm new to this. Two years ago a doctor brought up the words borderline personality disorder and I thought he was full of $#%^. I stopped going, and moved on with my life... or so I thought. I've had two relationships since then, the last of which is currently crumbling around me. I guess he was right. Last summer I contacted my family ...

I'm done. Finished. Over and out. My travel ends back in the dark with no light to guide me.
I hoped I would find something to hold on to and stay afloat, but instead I just see huge waves surrounding me and I can't swim any farther.
I'm not a person, just a facsimile. Without the core sense of being (identity), there's nothing to build on.
Sometimes you just have to accept the hand your ...

So, on Sunday I found messages in my SOs e-mail to other girls from July and December. (Let me just say they are much younger than me.... I'm 23, so.... yeah....) He also had 2 photos of one of the girls wearing her Christmas present... panties and one of those hats with the long sides that turn into paws... it covered her most of her boobs .......

I discussed things with him after I calmed ...

Hi everyone, I'm butterflyj and I'm new here. I have had BPD for nearly 5 years, along with a load of other diagnoses, including bipolar, somatoform disorder and depersonalization. I am 22 (23 this year) and my BPD started when I was 18. I have been in hospital, mainly due to the BPD and the self harm/suicide attempts it led to for 3 years. I am currently on a secure ward, sectioned, where I have ...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I just want to die! :evil:


I'm never gonna be able to control my emotions and anger I just hate my life! Had such a bad week :x

I'm going to try not to hit you all with a wall of text, but I need serious input here. I'm hurting, and hurting badly.


I met her at a pool party, mid-summer, late June 2010. She was this gorgeous, striking blonde. We hit it off immediately, she disappeared. A week later, facebook messages fly, we meet up to go to happy hour. Happy hour turns into getting absolutely smashed, we're making out at the ...

I struggle a lot with forming healthy romantic relationships. I find that when I do get into romantic relationships, I always seem to choose relationships with partners who are unstable or emotionally unavailable. I have read Borderlines are likely to choose relationships like this.

I was in a relationship with a man who also suffered from BPD-like symptoms. He broke up with me four times in the course of a year before ending it for ...

Must be your skin that I'm sinking in
Must be for real cos now I can feel
And I didn't mind
It's not my kind
Not my time to wonder why
Everything's gone white
And everything's grey
Now you're here now you're away
I don't want this
Remember that
I'll never forget where you're at

Don't let the days go by
Glycerine

I'm never alone
I'm alone all the time
Are you at one
Or ...

Okay, I don't even know where to begin. First off, I'm a girl and I'm in a same-sex 'relationship' (Remember, the ' ' in relationship.) I began to date this girl in November of 2008. It was both of our first relationship with the same sex. It started off great. We used to get along perfectly, see each other often, have great laughs, etc. We were both 16 at this time. She had said she ...

In doing some research into my disorders and trying to gather information for my X husband to better understand them and how to effectively deal with my disordered mind while I work on changing that aspect of myself (lets face it- this will take a while to change me, so in the mean time learning to work 'with' my mind instead of against it is good for him in the intrm- right?) I've found a ...