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just wondered, ive been trying to help my self learn to feel my emotions.
im ushaly so locked up as an adult that i end up feeling empty or depersonalized or somthing else.
but when i let go and feel what im feeling, i feel like a kid and it feels so nice.
warm, comfatable, cozy and safe.

i act abit like a kid too, its not so much that im a diferent person, its ...

How does it work for you? How quickly? What triggers it?

I am in a coffee shop now. There was this woman sitting next to me on a laptop. She asked me "hey, you have a mac- can you look at this?" I felt slightly flattered that I was being asked my opinion, and thought that she had a very unique style. Then she showed me some weird thing that wasn't working on her computer, ...

Hello,

So my name is Paul and I'm new to this forum. I'm not sure if this is the proper place to intro myself. I did look for general introduction thread but gave up pretty quickly. The section is the reason I'm here. Just to get some insight into a few things as I am slight bewildered at the moment.

I was tired of my poor social skills. I have so many acquaintances but very ...

ey has anyone else with BPD found that Schizoids are the only people you can hold a forever close friendship with!?

It's so crazy my best friend is a schizoid im with him for about 5 hours every day and we never ever fight.
I have no fear whatsoever of abandonment with him because he needs me
I'm pretty much his only real friend, he doesnt really care about relationships or sex or anything like ...

I'm just coming out of a traumatic 3 and a half year relationship with a borderline man. I'm pretty down on myself at the moment, wondering how I attracted him in the first place, how I allowed everything to happen, as well as coping with the real pain of missing him.
I don't know if it will make me feel better. But are borderlines capable of love, that real punch in the chest type love? ...

:'(

I'm so hurt.
She was drawing the love out of me....
I have BPD, and this girl Im am mad over has BPD, she said that she wanted to come sleep over at my house so I got all excited.... It just makes me happy to have a girl sleeping next to me its comforting. Anyways the day after she said that i texted her, i got a response saying my number has been ...

It seems that BPD is being characterised as a female disorder... this makes me feel like a pansy.

Here are my thoughts.

I have/'had 2 close friends with BPD 1 of which was sent to juvy for a few months and killed himself shortly after still in a relationship.

My theory is that the low number of males with BPD is because, males with BPD have a much higher successful suicide rate. I have tried ...

I've read in a few places that people with BPD have a hard time with school and college for various reasons. I didn't do well in grade school because I always felt like most of it was a waste of time, but I had several years between grade school and college. By the time I got to college, I was so ready to be learning new things in groups with other people. I did really ...

OK so I tried to stay away from relationships all my life but this girl started talking to me a lot, she has been bullied by lots of kids and she was raped when she was 12 years old... We probably sent like 15k txts as friends if she was had a bully i would take care of the problem (im 2 years older) I loved it so much that she needed me to protect ...

Well I assume you all know how we BPD suffers typically struggle with work, school, sticking to plans etc. And I've found myself in a very tricky situation at my work. I'm 19 and doing year 12 again after dropping out half way through, and I decided to get a part time job.
I'm working as a waitress at a pub and its my first hospitality job. I've been working there about 3 weeks now ...