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Everything is a rollercoaster of emotion... One minute I think "maybe I can do this 'cause I love him so much..." The next... I can't do it.. I can't handle it.... Being basically a single mother who only sees my husband occasionally isn't something I can handle...

I'm too weak to be the wife of someone commited to the military...
I get lonely too easily... I get doubtful too easily...
I need him here too ...

you cant change them but you can change you! im not saying its easy but it is possible. take the hate out of your life and towards everyone around you. go make peace with friends and family that you have drama with. we have no choice but to accept how people are but we do have a choice to deal with or without. if we decide to deal with it then there is definitely a ...

My Borderline ex and I broke up about 2 years ago. It ended with her telling me to never contact her again. She has still not communicated with me. I still feel so badly about it and miss her dearly. What do I do? Will she ever talk to me again?

i proberly shouldnt post this on here but im not in a good way and just want to talk to somone about it.

today was a realy realy bad day.

im so scared of what is hapening to me, i went to bed last night abit low, and woke up this morning.
it started with my eyes brurning my arms burning and my legs.


i took some lorazapam, because i knew somthing would happen if ...

Im so ugh! I dunno...anxious? crazy? outofcontrol? right now... probably something to do with drinking too many monsters and the fact Im leaving in 5 days. :/

5#@&..... I dunno what to do. I dont like this ): ... Ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffhasdfkjshdkjfbhsdf hfgwHFGhfhvISHDVwenrigvlnerlgvibsirhfvirnslnflasdncvilesnviswvnirnvlsnvlinslvnslndvisndivnisdv *word-vomit* Im TRIPPIN'.

I feel so worthless and horrible, Im such a bad person. ):

I'm wondering what all of you do on a day to day basis! How do you feel? What do you do? What thoughts go through your head? I'll tell you how my days are and hopefully some of you can relate! :)

Morning-. I almost ALWAYS wake up with a racing heart and feeling nervous. I check my phone right away. I get up early, shower, do ...

ever feel like you're two conflicting people?

want or need two opposing things and behave and think in two opposing ways?

can answer both "yes" and "no" to questions concerning your personality?

I'm new to the forums here. I'll try to keep this brief.

I've been panicking a lot more lately, leading to an increased frequency of fights with my current boyfriend. He knows I have BPD and has been my best friend for six years, the only person the help me learn (and learn for himself) how to cope with all of my insane mood swings. He and I both spend a lot of time reading ...

.... hopefully it will stop the pain.... The hurt and tears...

I thought I was doing so well. I was upbeat... I wasn't depressed... I was making plans on how to better myself while my fiance was gone....

.... now.... now I just want to shoot myself in the head to hopefully damage the part of my brain that makes me feel this bad...

Why so depressed, you ask? ..... I just was informed by ...

I just found out about Borderline Personality Disorder. I suspect that my boyfriend of 6 years has BPD. Here are some of the reasons why i think he may be BPD:

- If i told him i was busy, he would whine his way into making me stay on the phone, while i was in the midst of attending to some other matter. Or if i was busy and called back later, he would punish ...