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You Are a Rowan Leaf

You crave success, but you're going to become successful on your own terms.
You are forceful at times, sometimes unnecessarily so. You tend to push.

You are a faithful friend and totally emotionally supportive.
You may worry about making an impression, but rest assured that no one ever forgets you.

So anyway, what kind of leaf is everyone?

I confuse my self ...a lot. So let me begin. Suicidal or Suicide idealization. Sometimes I'm afraid to die, Other times i just don't think about it. Currently I smile thinking about it, its for the first time exciting to think about it, like kinda exciting, i think "it would be like a new beginning, adventure, something different, to leave something and join something i have no idea about." my life sucks right now. No ...

There are two sides of me. One stays inside the make-believe madhouse, the other has its palms eternally pressed to the glass of the windows, sightlessly staring in. It's never quite clear which one is real -- I feel both sides, I hear both minds. Both are vaguely, uncomfortably, barely aware of the other -- they float like motes on their respective peripheral visions. When they turn to look at each other, they dance out ...

At my therapy session today, my therapist said that she now knows without a doubt that I have BPD. I met with the psychiatrist for the first time a couple of weeks ago and was diagnosed with severe OCD, dissociative disorder, anorexia, and depression. My therapist agrees with me that I don't have OCD and spoke with the psychiatrist this week to tell him that she thinks that I have BPD and not OCD. Apparently ...

Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to share something. I have taken ten weeks of DBT so far. It is a one-year program. I feel truly blessed to be able to take it at my local clinic. It is the first time it's ever been offered. The timing of things sometimes seems magical.

Well, here is how much better I feel, in general. I am not making such extreme positive or negative judgments, out loud, nor ...

just so anoyed and scared and messed up with all this, all i get is "you cant have counceling, you cant have any help with this outher than the steps cource.. thats all you get and thats it deal with it......

this is while im going numb on one side with flashing lights and racing heart seeing mostly out of one eye...


i have no idea what to do, i eather go private and listen ...

Hey guys,

My bf of 16 months broke up with me today, on our 16 months. I really don't know what to do...he said i am to blame and he said a lot of other means things. It's so true. I am to blame for everything that has happened. If only i could just relax and let things go. If only I wasn't bpd....I brought it onto myself! GRRR! I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW. You ...

Does anyone have any ways of helping their eyes recover after a night of crying?

I was crying for a couple of hours last night before i fell asleep and today my eyes are so tired and sore and dont feel like i can do anything because of it

Hey guys,

First of all, I have been lurking a bit and found heaps of information and good vibes, so I figured I'd do some talking myself.

I believe I have BPD, and even more so, the transparent type.
I say believe because I know I have a mental disorder, but have been searching and looking for the exact match, with the help of my boyfriend. I am not an adult yet (I am sixteen ...

Has anyone here ever chatted with her? I am amazed how much she knows, her texts are allways brilliant. I dont know wxactly what I am hoping, I am always so uninterested about everything but I thought she could tell me some inportant stuff.
I feel so hopeless, I really have no hope of ever living a less miserable life. If someone could at least situate me, tell me where I am stuck. Nothing happened ...