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Somehow I don't mind it on here, having everyone describe experiences similar to mine or talk about they're problems. But when it comes to people I know mentioning they have any form of mental health difficulty makes my blood boil and I instantly think "they're lying" or "they're exaggerating, they're nowhere near as bad as me", which I know is a terrible thing to think and then I'll start going on about all the s*** ...

Hey my names Sierra and I have a borderline personality. My boyfriend has been very supportive in the past with all my cycling, outbursts, mood swings, depression, etc. He even found this forum for me. Recently I've started therapy and I'm just beginning to understand this disorder. Its been really refreshing to understand the reasons I feel and act as I do.
However, my boyfriend doesn't think he can carry on a relationship anymore with ...

Well, I couldnt think of anywhere better to share this.

For the first time in 44yrs I have reversed the cards and correctly directed!! I recomend this as treatment for bpd'ers

I was unhappy with my boyfriends treatment toward me, and I let him know it and then
I dumped him. I told him these things:

You hurt my feelings
You are mean to me
You confuse me
You make me feel unwanted
You make ...

I have so many regrets in life, I can't even begin to count them all. I feel, looking back, that I started with so much potential. I think that one of my biggest downfalls to what could have been my major success, was my low self-esteem. I came from a very abusive family background, where I constantly felt neglected, tortured, and worthless. And all that time, from as early as age 11 when I received ...

My boyfriend broke up with me, if you guys remember my last post. But we did get back together...about a few weeks ago.

Now, he is seriously getting on my nerves. We keep arguing and i feel like he is treating me like his little b*tch. I don't think i will get better if I'm with him, he's just frustrating . I don't know if it's me or him, or both of us...but holy $#%^ ...

Because

"It is a negative character, as she suffered from personality disorders and was bipolar. I do not want to attract this kind of negative energy in my life."


BITCH.

So question... well a bit of ranting then the question..

Part of having BPD is "not knowing who you are" and not being sure of your identity .. I've always had this going on and find it really awkward when asked things like what do you like doing? what kind of person are you? etc etc etc because I just don't know .. then when I was dx with BPD I kind of felt hey ...

The purpose of life an interesting topic.

Here goes:

I was put on this sad excuse of a planet to:

Be abused physically, mentally, emotionally.
Neglected
Raped
To be unloved
Unheard: the silent one
To be controlled
Told things are good but all is bad, things are right but all is wrong, people are safe but all unsafe
Lied to
Deceived
To be taught how not to survive and how not to communicate
To remember ...

Wanted to ask the community if you take any herbal supplements to help with the disorder, either in conjunction with your pysch meds or not.

Some herbals to help with depression, for example, St. John's Wort. I've tried Kava Kava in the past and found it pretty calming unless I was in crisis. Also I've used Ginkgo biloba in the past as well.

Anyone have any herbals or home remedies to share?

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noun
5. a human being.

Humans. We fill this planet with what is considered an intelligent and advanced species. Able to build shelter, eat as an omnivore, think with ...