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Do any of you have this problem? Not only do you want to text just to say hi, for no reason, so you don't feel alone, but you get mad when you don't get an immediate response? Abandonment trigger! Watch out - furious BPD on the loose! :D

I am not allowed to contact new beautiful amazing man who probably doesn't like me anyway until Thursday ...

I get pretty insane dysphoria when i'm at work, something like emptiness, depression and rage mixed together. sometimes i rage so much when im at work, of course it's all internally combusted. i ended up suffering from bruxism for several months (excessive clenching of the teeth during sleep) while i was working, it is incredibly painful as most of your teeth are in aching pain most of the time. i found the job pretty boring, ...

I'll make this as short as possible. This is what *created* me.

My father went to prison for attempted murder for trying to off his family or at least my mom. My mom was saved by my stepfather. He was the hero of the situation and barely lived to tell about it. He's not a saint. Not even close.

My mom and my brothers were beaten(almost to death) by my biological father. I was far ...

Could use to talk

It's kind of scary to me how easy it easy for me to hate someone that I once liked so much. There are absolutely no guarantees that I won't end up hating you. I had a wonderful person that was supervising me when I was working; however she left me a message a few days ago and I did not like the tone of her voice. I now absolutely hate her. I'm scared that I ...

It all happened to fast I will try to explain it briefly.
Dont know where else to go to so heres my story:

I know her through my brothers ex. First time i hung out with her was at the mall with my bro, his girl (ex now) and another friend of ours. Although i did find her attractive i never thought about pursuing her. A couple months later that other friend invited me, my ...

I came to this forum just today, in order to make more sense what's going on in my life..

I love my husband dearly, but I'm so worried I'm ruining everything.

My crises always seem to follow the same circle. First I get upset and distressed about something (I get that feeling something isn't right) and I'm pushing myself to him and craving for attention, if I don't get it I get horrible pain inside, ...

I'm new. My name is Sarah,I'm a 32 year old married mother of 4. In April I attempted suicide and was hospitalized and diagnosised with BPD,severe depression,severe anxiety and panic disorder. A month before that I was diagnosised with conversion disorder. I'm currently working on finding the right cocktail of meds I can live with and training my own psychiatric service dog

I've known this guy for a while - I don't know, maybe a 8-9 months. We were introduced by a mutual friend a while back, but both of us were going through really bad breakups. Last night we went out alone for the first time. He is the sweetest thing - so sensitive and emotional. He works at a Catholic children's school and talked all last night about how much he loves children (I have ...

I just found a BPD meet up group that is tomorrow. I really want to meet other people with BPD, however, I am a bit nervous. I don't know what to do. I'm incapable of making decisions. I know this is ridiculous to ask if I should go, but should I go?

I noticed that the members had their pictures up, and I have to be a member to attend tomorrow night. I don't want ...