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Does anyone have pins and needles or as if people are touching them or things crawling on them or in them at times especially great stress and feeling really anxious, depressed, stressed out ?
I tend to experience this all the time and have for a long time and it becomes really annoying. I don't even feel real.

*WARNING: MAMMOTH POST AHEAD - Please just read bold bits or even just the last bit if you want ;) - it was still cathartic for me to write regardless of whether anyone reads it all*

EDIT: Oops, I have bolded most of it :/ Oh well, I'm not good at editing my writing as I'm scared of it then being misinterpreted or not adequately explained - ...

Does anyone happen to know if these are generally more common among those with BPD than the rest of the population? I'm talking a sexual preference for submission, humiliation, name calling etc, especially young women (like me) who are affected. I suppose a childhood abuse link is possible.

Thanks

Hi guys,

Am going through hell again the last 24 hours.
I feel like shite and need some advise please

My husband and I decided to try one last time last week. I was so positive.. and he moved his stuff back in. (not that he was gone for long)

Brief history:

He hasn't seen his 2 kids from his former marriage for over 5 years. We went through hell with courts, solicitors etc and ...

For those of you that are on anti-depressants;
Do any of you find that you have an overwhelming need to cry?

I have been on them for three months, and every so often I get the need/urge to cry
or I will be doing something and notice that I am crying.
It is not all the time, and I am not overly sad about anything. I just found it a little odd..

Oh, and the ...

Hello,
I havent been around much lately, but I'm back.
My medication must have been working, because I didnt have an episode for a long time, now I'm having them again. I think my meds are starting to become ineffective...

Anyways, I have come to realize that I have pushed away everyone I love. And I'm devastated.
My one friend wont even talk to me anymore - she has blocked me on facebook, yet I ...

In the next two weeks I......

We as people seem to set unrealistic goals for ourselves and become overly discouraged when we do not accomplish them…

** I want my co-dependency to be in remission; meet prince charming; be swept off my feet and live happily ever after, all by 4pm tomorrow.** :shock:

Lets set some realistic goals and be proud and celebrate when we do them… ...

I've steered clear of relationships for a long time because I am always attracted to narcissistic men, mostly with addictions, and my last one was very abusive and ended up horrendously - I'm still scarred by it.

I've had frequent obsessions with narcissists since then, following them around, trying to "be" who I think they want me to be, and the last one took me to an overdose. I've had non-sexual obsessions with narcissistic women ...

Sorry for yet another posting...have had something happen with my mom today that I am actually completely in shock about. This time, she was the one who actually started shouting and accusing me of things without me doing anything. I can't believe that she would be such a b*** to do this and put me in this state and provoke me when she knows about my uncontrollable rage. I no longer expect her reactions to ...

Who are you favorites?

I like the antihero my self, I relate to them I know I do not feel all good ever. there are times when I feel all bad though.

Who is you hero, antihero, who is you favorite villain, How do they relate to you what is it about them?



You have, no doubt, heard of The Hero's Journey. In this article, we will explore the lesser-known ANTI-hero's journey and the uncharted ...