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Good morning & happy Friday!

I woke up this morning feeling really good for the first time in a couple of months.

And I took the good mood and ran with it: spent some time this morning leaving notes on the Facebook walls of friends in my life who have been there for me since my difficult spell and left nice notes for each of them, whether congratulating them on something in their life, saying ...

Hi everyone,
I am sorry to visit this on you I simply have no one else to tell and I have to get the words out so they won't take the life out of me...so to speak..
I am feeling very...well, my skin is getting really tight and my hair feels too big and I am not feeling that I am...real... this is not new at all, I usually have a therapist to call and ...

Hi All,

I am brand new to this forum, and brand new to the diagnosis of BPD. My therapist gave me the diagnosis yesterday, and I was pretty OK with it until I got home and started reading. Now I am angry, lonely and more frightened than I have ever been in my life.

At 55 years old, I am divorced 3 times, and there have been several other relationships mixed in there too; Until ...

Hi, I am new to being on forums so, please bear with me. I have been struggling with severe anxiety and panic attacks for over 6 years. I've probably had my problems most of my life. I have been diagnosed with GAD, Panic Disorder, OCD, BPD, Bi-Polar, and who knows what else. I am close to loosing my job and family. I just did an inpatient stay for suicidal thoughts, which I have daily, and ...

This Tuesday I enrolled in DBT with DBT counseling. I also receive coaching via phone. It requires a 6 month commitment (minimum) but I'm so excited. I've been in a lot of therapy, but never felt understood. The counselor only works with borderlines and has been working with us for 18 years! She said I have to pick 5 goals I want to work on in counseling for 6 months. I'm so excited! I start ...

I am in torture trying to get over someone.

I have read countless things on "getting over someone."

I am also in intensive therapy and so obviously am receiving help on this.

However, I would love to hear anyone else's experiences and advice on this.

I do the classic BPD stuff in relationships and am "addicted" to this person, who feels less strongly about me than I do about him. Good guy. We were never ...

I'm really really really frustrated right now. I feel as though everyone loves to see me react to things because they find it amusing.

My husband is a great person and all but he thinks it's funny or cute to annoy me. I've told him 100000000 times to STOP. I don't think it's funny when he says something to get me all riled up. Leave me alone and ######6 stop it already!! Yesterday was near ...

NOTE:
**Possible trigger**


So last night the depression became too much and so I took a bunch of Bennadryl and some of my mom's friend's old bottle of ppropranolol.
but alas
, here I am. At least I don't feel all sick like last time I overdoced on Bennadryl
I don't want to tell my therapist because I'm afraid of being hospitalized and having my child taken away. I know this is a reaction to ...

I am curious if there are any others here with synesthesia.

Thank you
Butterfly

Ive been in the hospital for the last week. And because i didnt have any active plans to kill myself they discharged me. I still want to cut and have that desperate feeling. The plans will always be there but im not ready to act on them as of now. But i dont like what im feeling. Ive been in the hospital for the last week. And because i didnt have any active plans to ...