News of BDSM

I'm posting on this forum because I am desperate. Something is wrong with me. I'm not attracted at all to the idea of sex. Even though I do enjoy kissing, any kind of make out session does not ever give me an erection. Unfortunately... only one thing seems to... and here's the embarrassing part... spanking. I don't know why I'm turned on by it, but I am. And I hate the fact that I am. ...

Okay, I am quite embarrased by talking / writing this anywhere...
But there is the person I love... and me.

First of all, I have to say, my parents never loved me. I don't really know this "love" and I have self-defeating and dependent personality disorder.
I never liked anything romantic, like roses and candle-lite dinner - it always had been trash in my eyes.
And the only ones who "fall in love for me" ...

New guy here...I was just wondering if anyone had general information/source (particularly good books on the subject) regarding why certain people have the sexual fetishes they do.

Like me for example...why do I get off watching rape fantasies? It's not out and out rape, but I like watching things that involve women who are 'forced' into the situation. I also have a huge blowjob fetish, as in watching them. I hate watching women getting eaten ...

I am a female sexual sadist. I spend hours on end fantasizing about torturing men. I don't hate men, I love them actually. The more I like them and the more I feel sexually attracted to them the more I want to hurt them. Nothing turns me on more than the whimpering sounds and wincing facial expressions they make or if they cry. I also find myself turned on if I see a guy limping. ...

Hello everyone, i haven't been on here for probably more than a year now and thought this was long overdue. I have been involved in the BDSM community for several years now and I'm in my early 20's. But I never could get involved in any specific community because you have to be at least 18 to attend any of the play parties ans so on. I always desired someone to inflict pain on me ...

I'm not really into the whole latex thing per se. I'm mostly into what is called "Femdom" or female dominance. I find myself sexually aroused when a female does dominating things and these cravings have developed into many fantasies. I'm talking about verbal and physical dominance. Don't get me wrong, that doesn't mean I interact with women this way normally, (although I used to somewhat).
I can accept that this turns me on and possibly ...

I was wondering if any of you are into BDSM- bondage and discipline, sadomasochism? I have some experience with it as far as being tied up and being spanked with a leather whip several times. I love it when men talk dirty to me. I like to be submissive most of the time. I get off on pain. But anyway I was just wondering what your thoughts are on the subject? I'm looking for someone ...