12 Step is not for me, for various reasons.
SMART sounds good, but if you lack self discipline, how do you get self discipline?
Inpatient would not work for me. I spent six years in prison, and I was bullied all through my childhood by a sibling and at school. I react violently to people trying to control me.
I'm on social security disability, have only Medicaid / Medicare.
I have BPD and clinical depression ...