After my third episode, I have been degrading slowly, and the medication does not help against interjected thoughts and delusions. I believe that I am being tracked down and abducted by aliens, especially during periods that I am not on my meds. I had really bad blackouts and hallucinations the last time i was in the hospital. The pills dont work very well. I still have freeform (colors, spots, lines, and images moving or undulating) ...