ok so, basically, this past winter has been really crazy. funny thing is i haven't been doing much of anything in the real world aside from work... hell, haven't even been watching TV, videos or movies or playing games, not really interested in that stuff anymore... i've basically been retreating into my own mind. oh, with the help of binge-and-purge comas. i'm pretty much a mess. i don't know where all the time has gone ...