How borderlines differ from me

I'm constantly filled with rage. I feel no other emotions besides anger and it's so intense it's dangerous. I LOVE THE FACT I AM DANGEROUS.

I always feel like I'm above people unless there's something special or unique about the person I'm comparing myself with and undoubtedly it's in relation to how much physical power the person wields.

My criminal record says I've been arrested for assault but I never feel any remorse when I get mad in the moment or afterwards. I mean damn, I lost my dog of nearly 15 years and all I can feel is searing rage

If someone crosses me irl (don't have enough care to deal with online threats) I WILL destroy them in any way I can and if I'm unable to do so I'm the most irritated and angry you can get.

I'm aware I have NPD or a facet of that disorder because I don't care about being alone and when I rage it's because someone either laughed at me or did some other thing that makes me think they THINK they are above me and my main motivation is to SHOW THEM where they belong which is below me