Good diagnosed NPD youtube videos?

Hello,

I've been recently diagnosed with NPD. It was an interesting realization to have. But I want to hear other diagnosed Narcissist's experiences. I came across Early Morning Barking and The Nameless Narcissist and they seem good, but not super deep into recovery. And I'm more interested in what this can look like down the line. Any recommendations?

Thank you

The channel is not necessarily about NPD but maybe Crappy Childhood Fairy? It's a channel that describes problems you face with CPTSD in a very compassionate manner. worth a watch!