I'm pretty sure I have it

But I can't get professional help, or tell my friends.
They will say that I am a "manipulative bitch".
It is so painful to finally say that.
I'm glad I found this site, I needed it.

I am sad, mad and lost. I don't know what to do.
I feel like I should feel some really intense pain to pay for what I've been doing.

I don't wanna die.

Why can you not get help?
If friends say that to you then they are not your friends.



What are some of the symptoms you have that you believe you have Munchhausen ?