Why hello there

lol yeah my parents do have cable and I live with them for now.
Where are you? Outside the U.S.?
I love love love Law & Order! and SVU too but the orignal is my fav.
I like American Dad, The Simpsons, That 70's Show, My name is Earl, Married With Children, Arrested Development, South Park, and so many more lol.

MartianRobotGirl wrote:Where are you? Outside the U.S.?

I'm as far outside the U.S. as it is possible to be. I'm in Australia.

You have really good taste in television! I like lots of the shows you mentioned too! If you lived closer we could hang out and watch TV together. There would be lots of Law and Order.

There are a lot of people on here not from the U.S. :O
I was talking to another user of this site on skype and he has the most awesome English accent
Yay for watching TV for hours on end lol
I'm wondering about your MPD. Is it true that you have very different personalities with different voices any everything>? (as shown on TV)
Please don't be offended by my ignorance in this matter

MartianRobotGirl wrote:I'm wondering about your MPD. Is it true that you have very different personalities with different voices any everything>? (as shown on TV)
Please don't be offended by my ignorance in this matter

Hehe like on the United States of Tara? Nah it's not like that... The personalities aren't really that obvious. You would notice it in my handwriting but if you were talking to me, you'd probably just think I was in a slightly weird mood.

There are some personalities that are more dramatically different but most of the time they won't come out unless I know and trust a person very very much.

I'm not offended, you can ask anything you want. I kinda think it's good to broaden people's knowledge about it so that they can have more understanding of me and other people with DID.

and like on that one episode of Law & Order SVU where the chick is pretending to have it so well she fools the psychiatrist and everyone else. lol
I get the impression you're female. Are you?
I love learning, and I don't mind educationing people about the things in my life like vision impairment and Borderline Personality Disorder.
Dude I totally dreamed about you. A few days ago I was haing a random dream and someone said thewords ""Salted Lipstick" and I contiously thought of you while I was dreaming. Haha

Hehehe that's quite cool you had a dream about me. I feel honoured.

MartianRobotGirl wrote:ike on that one episode of Law & Order SVU where the chick is pretending to have it so well she fools the psychiatrist and everyone else. lol

Lol. That must be the ONE episode I haven't seen!

MartianRobotGirl wrote:I get the impression you're female. Are you?

Yep I sure am... Are you?

So are you going to tell me what it's like to have BPD then? I'm interested to hear...

lol it sure is funny me dreaming about this site too.
Well I would certainly hope so, considering the "Girl" in my username. I suppose I couldbe a guy with the username for funzies, but no. lol. If you click the home page link it will take you to my Last.fm and you can see a pic of me. Speaking of my username, here is an example of where it comes from. Simply for funzies sake.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZMSzuexZkU
You might have not seen the episode because it's in the 11th season. So it just came out last year.
BPD....
I am a very emotional person. A person with troubles controling my anger. I am also very needy and spend lots of time online or on the phone to fill the void. I'm prone to be more attached to people then they are to me. I tend to see things in very black and white terms. I idialize then when I feel abandoned or slighted devaluation begins. I'm more prone to drug and alcohol abuse than some to kill the pain (though I no longer drink and quit all hard stuff before having my daughter). My therapist explained the being prone to substance abuse thing as being because my brain is lacking a chemical that normal people have that helps them deal with everyday small hurts/annoyances. So abusing opiats helps (though I don't at this point). I do however, smoke enough medical marijuana to fell a large ellaphant.
My stress tolerance is also non exhistant and I have a lot of trouble sustaining and maintaining healthy relationships.
Basicly, it's a great big bucket of laughs. lol.
Hows it going today?

That is interesting how the BPD affects you. That sounds tough to deal with...

Sorry it's taken me a while to reply. I'm not doing so well at the moment...

Hey
Yeah it has it's rough moments. but I'm also deeply loyal and infectionate. If people can handle the needyness and toher issues I deal with sometimes, it's great.
What's wrong? If you don't mind talking about it.
I'm not doing so well myself.

MartianRobotGirl wrote:What's wrong?

I don't want to trigger anyone by talking about it, it's not something that most people here could help with anyway...

I'm sorry to hear you are also not doing to well. What's going on for you?