by elleW » Mon Apr 04, 2011 3:13 pm
Hi,
I'm elle. I'm a 30 year old female.
I have a diagnosis of Complex PTSD and Anorexia. I self injure. Which is a huge problem, since it usually happen while I'm dissociated. I feel generally very low, and would die if I could think of a way that no one would realise it was suicide.
I have been on Pregabalin since last august, which has helped lots with neuropathic pain. However, it has contributed to me feeling so low.
I see a counsellor every week, and she is brilliant. However, I'm still not 'recovered'. I see my Consultant Psychiatrist every three months for 20 minutes. She's Ok. I've been in+out of various hospitals over the past 20 years. Utterly pointless.
I've had ECT, taken ssri's, maoi's, tryciclics, and snri's. I was assessed for Psychosurgery when they said I needed CBT. Which I had for 8 years. Now, they say I need to have more talk therapy, been on the waiting list for 16 months.
I live alone, and dropped out of uni.
So, the condensed version of what I am.
Elle