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salted lipstick wrote:Hello again Blue By You, I just wrote in your other thread too. Did you choose to be called Blue By You because of the song?

Hi, if you mean Blue Bayou, yes I hum along and sing #I'm Blue By You#

i am a businessman and i interest you knowledgeable forum. I am very like your topic.

My husband got mad because I went to a meeting across the street in a church for an hour while he was at work. He said I should have told him. He also got mad because I accepted a friend request on facebook and was friends with a male friend of mine that has a crippling decease and can't hardly walk. He is also a lot older then me. He said I was a witch and a you know what. I am a Christian and I don't do anything except go to church. He packed bag and went to a drinking friends house. His ex wife has been stalking him and has came to the house 2 times. I confronted her and told her not to bother us anymore. I told her to turn her life to God. After that she called 16 times in one day. It didn't bother me and I told him to ignore it. I told him that I wasn't jealous like that. The next thing I know he starts creating strife and accusing me of stupid stuff. I am not desperate and I don't cheat. I could not make any sense out of his reasoning. I just couldn't convince him that he was wrong. There is something wrong with him. He is very abusive and has no remorse. He imagines things. He mean and obsessive. I am just having a problem being alone. I am scared when he is done with his playing around he might want to come back since his stuff is still here and he has done it so many times before.

Blue By You wrote:

salted lipstick wrote:Hello again Blue By You, I just wrote in your other thread too. Did you choose to be called Blue By You because of the song?

Hi, if you mean Blue Bayou, yes I hum along and sing #I'm Blue By You#

I might hum along too

jamsaugustine wrote:i am a businessman and i interest you knowledgeable forum. I am very like your topic.

Hello and welcome to you too.

Sonya52 wrote:My husband got mad because I went to a meeting across the street in a church for an hour while he was at work. He said I should have told him. He also got mad because I accepted a friend request on facebook and was friends with a male friend of mine that has a crippling decease and can't hardly walk. He is also a lot older then me. He said I was a witch and a you know what. I am a Christian and I don't do anything except go to church. He packed bag and went to a drinking friends house. His ex wife has been stalking him and has came to the house 2 times. I confronted her and told her not to bother us anymore. I told her to turn her life to God. After that she called 16 times in one day. It didn't bother me and I told him to ignore it. I told him that I wasn't jealous like that. The next thing I know he starts creating strife and accusing me of stupid stuff. I am not desperate and I don't cheat. I could not make any sense out of his reasoning. I just couldn't convince him that he was wrong. There is something wrong with him. He is very abusive and has no remorse. He imagines things. He mean and obsessive. I am just having a problem being alone. I am scared when he is done with his playing around he might want to come back since his stuff is still here and he has done it so many times before.

Hello and welcome to the forum. I'm sorry to hear that your husband is being abusive in these ways. I hope that by being on this forum you manage to get some help and support and guidance so that your situation can improve. I hope you feel free to make a thread about what is going on for you in the abuse forums so that you can connect with other people who have been in a similar situation.

Been here some hours, lurking clearly. Decided to present self. Am 28 and a loner. Came looking for answers. Found more alike; more like me still very distinct. Never been one to say something like this, but glad to find people, real people. May stick around even if answers are found. Like what I've seen and read so far. I'm not completly averse to talk, just choose not to.

whatdoyousee wrote:Been here some hours, lurking clearly. Decided to present self. Am 28 and a loner. Came looking for answers. Found more alike; more like me still very distinct. Never been one to say something like this, but glad to find people, real people. May stick around even if answers are found. Like what I've seen and read so far. I'm not completly averse to talk, just choose not to.

Hello and welcome to you. I'm glad you found some people here who you can relate to more than it sounds like happens in real life for you... Hope you stick around and find some answers you are looking for. Nothing wrong with being quiet here if that is how you feel like being...

Hi i'm Matthew, a new member here. hope to learn more about this forum stuff.

Hello. My name is Beth and I am 29 years old and I have a 5 year old daughter. I am Bipolar and I have been suffering from this since I was 6 years old.. I was diagnoised with this 4 years ago.. It's a relief to finally know what was wrong with me... Looking back 23 years, it all makes sense... I have been in and out of mental hospitals since I was 12 years old... There is no history of mental illness in my family.. I also suffer with anxitey and panick attacks.. My heart rate can go up to 180 bpm and my chest will hurt.. I then flip out.. I HATE it.. I am looking for people who can relate to me.. Thank you..

Beth

finchermatthewp wrote:Hi i'm Matthew, a new member here. hope to learn more about this forum stuff.

Hello Matthew. Welcome to the forum. I hope you find it helpful here and that you can learn more from being on this forum...

CrazyGirl1982 wrote:Hello. My name is Beth and I am 29 years old and I have a 5 year old daughter. I am Bipolar and I have been suffering from this since I was 6 years old.. I was diagnoised with this 4 years ago.. It's a relief to finally know what was wrong with me... Looking back 23 years, it all makes sense... I have been in and out of mental hospitals since I was 12 years old... There is no history of mental illness in my family.. I also suffer with anxitey and panick attacks.. My heart rate can go up to 180 bpm and my chest will hurt.. I then flip out.. I HATE it.. I am looking for people who can relate to me.. Thank you..

Beth

Hello Beth and welcome. It's good to hear that you have finally discovered what it is that has been going on for you, hopefully this will be the beginning of a journey of improvement in your life... I hope you find it helpful here. I think there will be many people in the Bipolar forum who you will be able to relate to.

Hi there.
I'm a new member, I just registered here.

I have suffered from mental illness and abuse issues for my entire life. I am now 40 years old. I have gotten to a point where I need to be able to talk about some of this stuff to someone other than my husband...the poor soul.

I do not have a therapist...I can't afford one, and I don't like them...so I just sit here day after day going over all of this crap in my own mind. I'm driving myself crazy.

It would be nice to have other people relate to what I am thinking and feeling.

I'm sure you will see me around.