Hello -
I definitely have a range of issues, but I prefer not to diagnose myself or even go by a diagnosis - I've wondered if I had Asperger's, ADHD, OCD, Bi-Polar, and in the end I decided that I suffer from "Fricking-Weird Personality Disorder".
I have chronic low self-esteem and confidence, I'm rather socially awkward and talking to people isn't one of my strong points, but I don't have Asperger's. I have a few nervous tics here and there, and I go through the occasional bout of paranoia and anxiety. It's my belief that in 6th grade, I was misdiagnosed and put on Zoloft wrongly; this continued until right before 12th grade when I decided that it was time to ween myself off. It took about 3 years of continuous wittle-downs before I finally stopped the Zoloft altogether; And now 18 months (1 and a half years) have passed since I stopped.
I've had some rather bad experiences in my life, but they still could have been worse. I live with an older sibling whom I'm seriously convinced has Borderline Personality, and grew up under her foot - which I believe is the root of some of my issues - and due to my Indian ethnicity, I've been bullied at a young age for being "Osama's nephew", but I've also bullied others in countless ways. I'm only human.
I've been to several therapists, I've been in a peer-run support group for some time, and while I wouldn't dare call myself "normal", I know that I should be grateful for not having it as bad as other people here seem to have been suffering through. I'd like to both help others and be helped here.