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Some time I ago I was diagnosed with schizotypal PD, panic disorder, depersonaliztion/derealization disorder,and conversion disorder. My panic attacks have since come into remission while the rest is still high flung and mighty. I live almost alone except for my dad and a roommate although I rarely leave my room. I sneak out at night to take food back to my room and if I'm feeling especially daring I leave the house for a pleasant night time stroll. I prefer to sleep during the day for at night there is unspeakable company to be had and there'd be way too much stress trying to sleep then. I recently graduated from highschool and I'm waiting to hear whether or not I got accepted into uni. If I did I'm going to major in mathematics the university is quite far from my house so I'd have to live in a dorm which makes me highly anxious so I wonder if I could live out of my car instead the itinerant lifestyle seems to resonate with me in a way language can't quite express. If I don't get accepted into uni my fate is uncertain and I have no plan B thus I worry that I'll function even less if I am denied (is this catastrophizing?). I'm done rambling.

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My advice is to take it one day at a time. It helps me. Sometimes, I must take it one moment at a time.