BPD, maybe

Hi there. I haven't been diagnosed with anything for the simple fact that have not gone to any therapy. I do however believe that my behaviour closely mirrors that of borderline personality disorder. I have a history of self harming and also of deep depression that can be set by small things (from other people's points of view) as well as nothing at times. I do however have a good side which, in my experience, is very likeable and magnetic. I have no problem attracting people into my life, the only problem is keeping them. To be honest whether I'm BPD or not, I'd rather be the me that I am now than ever get better due to the fact that I've started to enjoy depression and pain, which allows me to enjoy the feelings of joy to their full potential.

hi luckyjack,

if ud like to know if u have BPD or not try to do some researches online about it, and check if it goes with ur personality or not, but theres something important u should consider.. that having the same behaviours as any mental illness doesnt mean u should suffer from it, sometimes we can read about some mental disorders then read the symptoms and find that they go well with our symptoms, but that doesnt mean we have all of those disorders. if u have any doubts about having BPD try to see and doctor, and careful of goin deep into reading, sometimes it makes things worse. i have BPD but i didnt know, i thought what i had was a depression. after my dr said i suffer from BPD i started doing researches about it since im so obsessed with reading and researching, which made me believe i suffer from every single issue with BPD. yeah i did suffer from them but they werent as bad as after i believed i have them.. sometimes the mind controls everything we feel and do. so as i said, i advice u to c a doctor instead of thinking much about it.