by Multipolar » Tue May 22, 2007 7:20 am
Hello... I'm new here as well. I'm a college student and I love art, writing, foreign cultures, and travelling. I just wish I could become more involved in life so I can fully chase and enjoy all of my interests.
I'm glad I finally found a place like this; I've been living with depression, anxiety, and avoidance for a while. Despite having many acquaintances, there's no one I'm close enough with to confide in. I have few intimate friends and have no idea how to go about forming them. I've only met with a therapist one time so far, and since I'm home from college for the summer, I can't see her again for another two months. So, this is somewhat of a last resort to seek help.
Basically I feel a hopeless detachment from life and society and can't get the energy to involve myself in anything, even though I do have many ambitions. I don't know how to connect with new people, or even with the people that I know. And when I try to make changes in my life or routine, I end up not going through with them because I somehow can't get the motivation up (even to seek help/therapy). It just gets worse with time and is especially unbearable in the summer when I have no school and nothing to do.
I really hope I can finally find help. I need to connect with someone, be part of something again. Or even just talk to someone who knows what I'm going through.