by DealingWithIt » Tue Jun 21, 2011 3:00 am
Wow...I finally got in here...took a while to navigate around after I joined, lol...
Anyhow, I really feel like sighing in relief, being on this site...hard to describe how much so.
Well, as you can tell, I'm "addicted" to elipses, lol. More about me...well, I'm planning on going back to school in the fall, and there have been lots of other changes in my life lately that have been really stressful.
Last time I went to college, things went really downhill. I ended up going back home and then to the hospital for like 4 months...first time going to the hospital for mental problems. I've gotten better, pretty-much, but I'm really surprised/sad/frustrated that NOBODY (that I can remember) suggested that I go online and find forums for people who had been through similar stuff. I'm not much of a practical thinker, so it really would have been nice if someone had suggested it to me during the three to four years since I got "sick," especially since I'm on the computer so much. In the recovery program I was in, there were get-togethers with others like me, but I guess I didn't realize how much talking was necessary back then. Plus, it's kinda hard to talk about the elephant in the room when you're not feeling "sick" or don't even want to deal with things...or when you don't realize how much sharing similar experiences is important to feeling validated.
So I'm really happy to finally be on here. I know this post is kinda long compared to some of the others, but wow...it's pretty awesome to feel free to talk to people this stuff has happened to...not just those who have seen it or studied it, no matter how nice they are.