Lots of good people here but I realized that a place like this is my worst enemy. It would make me feel a lot better if all my threads and posts could just be wiped clean. Psychforums is great to have but my biggest problem is telling myself that I have a problem.
My mind was getting in the way of overcoming my issues. The truth is I have never felt better as of recently because I decided to change my way of thinking and be optimistic about life. When I go on the computer and be negative it brings me down. This is not my thing. It is nothing personal to psychforums but I would just feel a lot better if all my threads and posts could be deleted so I can move on with my life.
It might be hard for some people to understand but I think this is whats best for me. Even the idea of sharing my personal problems and having other people comment on them doesn't sit well with me. I guess I never realized that until I started forum hoping. Nothing ever got accomplished and it always resulted in me feeling worse.
You always get the bad apple.. a guy with low confidence himself that seeks closure in trying to sound more intelligent or wise than you. I don't want to be the guy that gives the bad apple that closure anymore. What makes me feel good is going to the gym and talking to people in the real world. I need to stay away from this type of stuff so I guess im requesting that you erase all my posts that I have ever made here. Take that as a success story if you want because nothing is wrong with me at all. I am happy now and I want to let this go. With that being said I think what you are doing here is great and I know it helps a lot of people.. it's just not for me.