by Ideation » Wed Mar 12, 2014 4:04 am
Looks like its been 6 months since there was a post on this subject. As I am currently on it, maybe this will benefit somebody in the future.
Last year I was on Bupropion 150mg twice a day, and was doing session with both the psychiatrist and psychotherapist, got tired of the groggyness in the morning, and the desire to want to sleep all day. So I quit cold turkey and stopped the sessions. Had what I think was w/d about 5 weeks later which resulted in an emotional snap decision to leave my wife and kids at family function about 11 hours away from where we lived. But that was it.
Been back on Bupropion for about 10 weeks, did the first 9 weeks at the 300mg dosage (150mg twice a day). Really didn't do much for me, and with extra stressors piling up, suicide was becoming a viable desire. This is really why I was on Bupropion in the first place. Was recently upped to 450mg daily, and it has been a little bit of a roller coaster ride. Still have no desire to eat the foods I used to crave, I believe it contributes to constipation, I was having headaches before the increase in dosage, and it still continues. Usually happens right after I take my dose, the temporarly lobe will ache, like I have a sinus headache, but don't. This headache goes away right before I take my next late afternoon dose. It makes my anti-orgasmic sexually meaning, I last forever, and sometimes loose interest before having an orgasm. When I do finally make it to the end, the climax isn't as powerful as I remember when I wasn't taking Bupropion. I have really vivid dreams. I was never one to have these types of dreams till now. Usually these dreams are sexual in nature. After the higher dose was intiated, I felt really good about two days after, and would wake up happy and one morning had a smile on my face upon waking. I've been told all my life that I'm a serious guy, and am told that I look mad, when really I'm not. So the new dose (450mg) has been profound lately. And so has the side effects, still have a headache, I can't sleep more than 4 hours at a stretch without waking up and having to stay up for 3-4 hours before I can go back to sleep. Still don't feel like eating. I now have chest tightness, sometimes hard to breathe or have labored breaths of air, as if I was walking fast and also had pnuemonia or bronchitis. I also have a lump in my throat, butterfly in my stomach. And this last night I had a bout of clausterphobia upon waking just two hours after I went to bed, and had to go outside and get fresh air and calm down. Not really looking forward to this chest tightness and troubled breathing. I am also very tired during the day.
Hope this helps.