Hi everyone

I just got diagnosed with aspergers syndrome and depression.

This problem is so ######6 cruel. Feeling everything normal people do, but not being able to communicate it.

I'm really looking forward to the rest of my life. LIE

I'm really looking forward to knowing that everyone I meet I won't be able to be myself if I don't want them to make an excuse and avoid me.

I know that parts of me will be alone for my whole life. Even if I develop relationships I have to act.

Why even ######6 go on. I know I'll never be able to know what love is because I can't communicate my feelings.

Edit: And if I love someone, why would I want to expose them to me? I know I won't be able to love my partner back. If I ever get a girlfriend.