no one more alone

everytime i go into a situation (place) where people are, they always go away

i found this forum a few days ago and already feel people have deserted here because of me


been happening since i can remember this has


weird

i haven't left because of you, i go here every day. i know that's not going to change your thinking probably, but...

same here, we just are the people nobody wants, i know that sounds bad, but its coming from someone who it happens to pretty much all the time, i went to this party a couple weeks ago and i sat down to talk to someone and they basically got up and walked away, that happened at least 15-20 times, if i was lucky they would say "im going to go here real quick" or something

not everyone on here is like that. my anxiety is all the more frustrating because i have quite a bit of friends and people that love me and i don't want to upset them and they don't understand and neither do i

Hello, asmo...Welcome!

I can relate to your subject line....I feel that way about me, much of the time.

Please keep posting....

offbeatgrl53

I guess I uncosciously scare people off with my schizotypal ways...and even though as a schizoid I have no desire for company I do get upset about seeing how everybody else can be so happy_THOSE IGNORANT LITTLE GOTHAMITES ...my antisocial side turns my sadness into anger though...and then anger into hate....and then hate into power

its like>>this is a song about inprisonment..RA' lyrics:

"do you call my name?...do you breed my pain?...do you
stain my brain?...my heart is bloody and I can't feel you
anymore"

-DON'T BELONG
-DON'T EXIST
-DON'T GIVE A SH*T

NietzscheWisdom* wrote:-DON'T BELONG
-DON'T EXIST
-DON'T GIVE A SH*T

? is this from lyrics as well nietzshewisdom?

I used to feel bad most of the time. I felt worthless. I felt like a loser. I failed and/or quit things. Then I went to AA and they gave me unconditional love. They took away my drinking problem and gave me a whole new way of life. I do not feel alone or worthless anymore.
Jim S