Not doing so well...

I'm really, really sorry! I prayed for you.

thanx!! MUCH appreciated!!!!

Hi element,

Just discovered your posts here. Ovarian cyst -- so very painful

Poor you. You absolutely deserve to get some help. You can learn

that there are much more effective ways in which to handle stress,

your feelings, life, or whatever. Right now you need to take it easy.

I can see that you have discovered that there are some very good

and knowledgable people here who can give you good ideas and

support.

I wish you well.

Thank you so much for commenting!! I appreciate it.

I agree that I need to take it easY!! But it's just sort of hard to do. Because I want to clean up and do all sorts of things, and my mind has been extra creative lately, so i'm having a hard time just laying back and relaxing. My medacine is forcing me to relax some though. It makes me extremely groggy.

Once again, thanx for commenting!!

~element

I'm feeling really creative right now!! LIke really creative. It's scary!! lol I keep getting all of these new ideas that I want to put into effect, but then I usually can't do half of them because there are so many of them. I write lists of things to do, but I can never acomplish all of the tasks that I set up for myself. But i have sooo many ideas!!! One thing after another. It's almost too much for my brain to handle, but it's cool!! Creativity is so much fun!! I wish I had enough money to start (and maybe even finish) all of the many prodjects that I want to do.

I'm also wanting to read like several different books, and I want to work on my piano playing, and I want to work on my guitar playing. There are just so many things tha tI want to do, and so little time and money to do it all. My new job this fall will provide me with more cash, but it will also be robbing me of my spare time. I'm sort of excited about it though.

I've been having a lot of "ups and downs" lately. Right now I'm really happy and excited. Earlier today I was depressed. It gets really old, but I shouldnt' complain because I probably could get help if I'd try. Oh well.

I should have been left handed...

~element