Not doing so well...

why did you post that?

I hope your nightmares stop. I hate nightmares. I used to have a deal with God that I would only have them every 20 days, and that's how it worked out.

Interesting deal there. i wonder if he'd let me do the same. I can't stand having nightmares all of the time!! I go through stages where I have them almost every night. And hten I just have them every now and then, and then I'll go through another stage and have them almsot every night again.

Thanx ANdrew,

~element

Okay. I'm depressed again. Ihad a great day, and now I'm depressed. I bought Dizzy up the Girl by Goo Goo Dolls. It has "iris" on it and I'm starting to think I shouldn't have gotten it, because that song depresses me, but I love it so much. I mowed the lawn today in the "smoldering heat" (it was pretty hot), but I had fun doign it. I felt really good afterward. I hung out with my dad some. THen my sister and I went to the mall. We had a good time. It was really great, but now I feel sad. And I don't know why.

"And I don't want the world to see me,
'cuz I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything seems to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am."

Yeah, so i'm not feeling great. And my mom is on the phone and has been for quite some time. I would like to talk to her, but I think she'll be on there for a long time. Oh, well. (

If you don't mind, you out there reading, please say something encouraging to me. I really need it. I'm not too stressed out lately. A little stressed about money issues, but other than that, I'm not really stressed out too much. But I'm still having mood swings. And I hate them...with a passion. I really hope that I'm not bipolar or anything because I'd really hate to deal with this for ever.

~element

((((HUGS ))))

Kathy

Keep on truckin', heh

thanx. I feel a lot better now!! I feel really good right now!!

awesome, i think i'm getting better

Hang in there, one day at a time. Pat yourself on the back for every little positive thing you do.
Good Luck,
Jim S