by jimbo » Sat Apr 23, 2005 9:05 pm
You know, after reading most of these posts I've really come to realize how incredibly intelligent most people with depression and anxiety and other illnesses are. I considerable myself to be a fairly intelligent person and I've really noticed the writing skills, vocabulary, and eloquence with which most of you write. I am very impressed. But aside from that it raises an interesting question. Are people who are more intelligent and thoughtful more likely to develop mental illness? Are we who are sensitive, analytical, and creative more apt to develop anxiety and depression? Going by my intuition I would say yes. I remember growing up and always being more mature, thoughtful, and generally kinder than most other people my age. This was in 4th, 5th, 6th grade range. I think maybe some of us are more vulnerable to depression and anxiety because we think a bit more than we should. It seems like instead of directing our creative energy and intelligence to positive activities we torture ourselves, think of ways to defeat ourselves, and generally put ourselves down on a regular basis. I think it takes quite complex thinking to dig yourself into a deep hole and I'm just guessing that the more capable somebody is of thinking on a deeper level and analyzing the world the more at risk they are for sinking into a depression. Of course there are exceptions....but look at all of the philosophers and writers who either went crazy or killed themselves! There seems to be some sort of link between the two. Tell me what you think! I don't mean to toot my own horn!
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