commit suicide

This is probably one of the hardest periods of my life.Today I didnt drink anything but my father noticed that i was , dehydrated so he made me drink.Basically I kinda tried to commit suicide in , a very random way by not drinking water or anything at all and i have been rying to do that this week cause i got the idea when i was searching "how long can a person go without drinking?" and its says about 3 days or a week if your very lucky.Anyway yeah thats all.

Hi Melissa,

What is happening right now? Please respond. There are countless people here that will wish to talk to you and be your friend. Make a huge long post if you want because it is good to share your pain with others. Just, please respond.


Thinking of you,
Kevin.

Wow if it was so easy to explain it would be so easy to solve but if you insist ill try to explain shortly and clearly.

I am a teenager and my life is hell.

I don't have a mother with me my mom is too far away and i cant see her.(long story)

Their is this teacher tat i love as a mother she cares about me but i want her more i guess i really want a mother figure.

My dad doesn't understand he is too simple plus he is an adult its like he forget what its like being a teenager.
Basically like i forget what its like being a baby

I am sad

I don't want to grow up i want to stay a kid forever and i want to die really young.

i am too lazy

i see no pint

no one really loves or cares for me.


i am too complicated to understand.

MELISSA wrote:Wow if it was so easy to explain it would be so easy to solve but if you insist ill try to explain shortly and clearly.

I am a teenager and my life is hell.

I don't have a mother with me my mom is too far away and i cant see her.(long story) - can these problems might be because you are missing a lot your mum? The best way is to speak with your dad about this issue. It might be the cause of everything happening to you.

Their is this teacher tat i love as a mother she cares about me but i want her more i guess i really want a mother figure. - You said it yourself, By focusing on this issue will make your first point better.

My dad doesn't understand he is too simple plus he is an adult its like he forget what its like being a teenager.

Basically like i forget what its like being a baby

I am sad - I understand you because of all this!

I don't want to grow up i want to stay a kid forever and i want to die really young. - regarding this issue do you think that you want to live more if you have your mother beside you?

i am too lazy

i see no pint

no one really loves or cares for me.

i am too complicated to understand.

Do you really think so? In your previous posts you said your teacher cares for you and you father wanted you to drink. This means that he loves you because if he really doesn't care he just let you go and do whatever you like. Case in point he wouldn't realize that you are not drinking. Try to speak with him this will make life a lot easier and better for both of you. Surely there is a solution for this

Hi again,

What age are you now? Roberto is right about your father and teacher because it certainly seems like they care for you. But, I mean, what is really bothering you in life? Did anything happen recently? Do you miss your mother? Are you being bullied in school?

Please tell us. We will be here for you always.

Kevin.

It doesn't sound that complicated to me. It sounds like growing up is scary (which it is, regardless of what else is going on in your life) and you don't have much in the way of support or help in doing that. Growing up means taking responsibility for your life; believe it or not, most teens feel the way you do at some time or another.

My eldest is just reaching that point now; she wants control of her life but at the same time, doesn't feel ready to take control. She has days where she just cries because her whole being is torn every which way; she wants to be the child she still is, but also wants to be an individual and growing up is hard.

I think mums are probably better than dads at understanding how it feels. That's maybe why you feel so close to your teacher. Be glad you do have someone who looks out for you and shows concern.

melissa,

I thought you were looking forward to a birthday soon, and you were going to be 16 or you are 16.
My friends and I went through all of those emotions, and dilemmas, but bit by bit we weathered the emotional storm and saddness.

We grow up and mature so that we dont act like a child, you can think about it, but dont let that thought trouble you over and over again, Feeling the safety as a child, you will grow and want to be your own person you will glady want to expand your horizons and do things that make you happy.

Growing up is as natural as being born. You dont remember it, but it happened: and here you are, with your family being supportive,
this forum offers you support too.
We care!

A few things i'm noticing here on my last visit to P.F.

Red.....that signature is well thought and is also very true as i have come to see. I know this because Noone can get your dander up faster than i can.....(i'm sorry)....and you still posted in my thread. Thank you.

Chucky......it's a relief to see that you are grabbing the shorthairs here and driving straight on at the suicidal posts as they are ALL serious business. And it's nice both of you are so aware of how HUGE life is in the eyes of a young person. Of any person in fact.

PUMA.....throwing you the goat for finally saying "###$" in a post. It's about time we all got past the whole "watch your mouth while you spill your deepest fears and worries to the world" business aye???
AYE. Curse on good people....say it how you feel it. Rock on Puma. You have been MY rock big sister.

I know how melissa feels......to love someone that doesn't deserve it because they are all you have to hold onto. You aren't alone sister.....i sincerely hope to see you post a really long winded, exercise those demons, say it all in a breath post. As a matter of fact i am praying for it. For someone to be so upset they make an effort to dehydrate themselves to death.......raises every red flag i have. Please.....talk about what you are feeling.....there are many, many people here who will listen and care. Like chucky, red, and Puma.

Thank you for your words Deadseason. Regarding your comment about me, well, I feel that it is better to respond to the 'suicidal' posts than not respond at all. I think the majority of people just want to know that there is someone out there who will listen to what they have to say; however sad or depressing it may be.

I have also had the experience of loving someone 'wrong', simply because they were all I had in my life. So, we have all been in the same boat, as they say.