Hello,
There was a time when I was good in studies and I had good friends but over the years, I lost everything.
1. My family doesn't really care about me. They are all busy in their lives.
2. I have no friends in the area. Everybody is so far away and they are busy in their lives
3. I didn't finish my education. I am 2 courses away from achieving my diploma but I have no motivation to study. I feel like there is no future for me because i failed few courses before. I have to do something from scratch to get a good job.
All my friends and family members are so successful in their lives that I feel like I am a failure as I have nothing
4. I tried dating but I didn't find any guy . Now, I don't even feel the need to have anybody in my life.
I just don't have any motivation or interest to do anything. I don't think I am depressed. People say life is short but my life seems way too long. I have lost hope. I prayed for a better life or peace in life but I got nothing so now I am mad at god too. I know nothing replaces hard work but my work didn't yield good results in the past. I was hoping for some kind of miracle so I can get back on track but I feel like it's too late to do anything great with my life as i have no motivation and no interest. I believe things won't change for me.
Thanks for listening.