*** How are you feeling today? ***

From my side today I had lots of work, it was a busy day man, but after all I was returning to home and now i feel very enervate.

Having nightmares about your regrets is not fun.

Honestly, I'm not entirely sure. I don't feel bad, but I don't feel good either.

Hi,

I had a strange encounter and hoping some of you might have answers to it.

The encounter happened at work and I was in sober condition ( according to myself)
I was about to enter a bathroom, but I hesitated and listened before trying to open the door. I noticed someone inside and turned around the corner to wait for the person to come out. As soon as it happened, I turned around the corner and entered the bathroom.
I am currently not playing any Hitman related videogames, but have done so in the past.
I am wondering if anyone had the same or similar experiences.

Thank you.

I know I shouldn't have, but I just couldn't help it.

I started looking up stories that made my insecurities flare up and compare my own past behavior to others.

I was at it for a good 2 hours. Needless to say, I'm feeling rather dismal.

How am I feeling today? Mixed.

Been productive by doing my job, being nice to the clients, etc. Got minor food shopping done.

Empty and indecisive for the rest. Tried to play some games on the PC, that was a start-stop-start-stop thing and just amplified my anhedonia or existential feelings towards everything.

Been listening to music most of the day and not really focused on anything at all.

Empty

Emotional

It seems I am perpetually up against a "one theme" OCD issue, which is hard to get past. It causes a bit of depression. But otherwise, I am doing pretty good.

Awsome