Wish this is good place to post

Hello,
At first point , let me excuse if it's wrong thread...
I have got problem. I can't stop thinking furthermore can't completely focus on the things i want to...
It doesn't seem to look weird ,right?
No matter what I do, I always comment something in my brain. It's like endless speech...
Before i created this post i was thinking what I'm going to write here and also possible answers from you...
When I go somewhere I unconsciously drop my eyes on the road and "teleport to thoughts"
It started one year ago. I was working at nights it was very boring and monotonous work. I was thinking to fasten my shift... After few months i noticed that no matter what i do , i'm thinking+ teleporting most of my consciousness to thoughts.
There is a game. Game which requires a lot of focus. When i'm playing it same thing happens.
I feel like being in two places at the same times. Sometimes i'm so in "thoughts" that i almost can't react what's going on on my screen. As i know it's often called mind wandering ,but for me it gets even worse because it happens when i'm talking with someone. I very often ask "Can you repeat".
Back to that game. Most people ,when playing that game are using "Muscle memory".
When i'm playing + thinking at same time i'm not able to use it at all. I have to control my hand manually. So my mind is in few parts. Playing + thinking + control my hand consciously.
I try to force my focus on game ,but it's most likely like fight. Focus game focus, then brain forces "it's thoughts", then i have to focus to not let my brain stream it's thoughts ,but when i focus on not focusing then i'm not focusing on game at all. Same thing happens to any task...
Often it pisses off me so much that , if my brain was real person i would kick it's ass , i'm extremely angry.
+ Total anhedonia, but I don't feel like being in depression.
I went to psychiatric... Paid 50$ for visit (30 min) , no test at all. She gave me some drugs(anti depression) . It didn't help me at all.
Still constantly thinking whenever doing something.

hello plmnb, welcome to the forum.. i'm going to move your post to Living With Mental Illness forum so you can get more response but i'll also leave a shadow in Specific Diseases so it will appear in both places. good luck