Astral Lovers

Has anybody here experienced astral lovers....there are forums on the web if your interested in searching you'd perhaps get more objective understanding of what its like, beyond normal it open you up to energetic bliss some people would prefer an astral lover to physical realtionship and they aren't crazy...I just talking about it here because I am diagnosed schizophrenic but think I am more schizotype for the type of fantasy I like to have going on.

just now I am incapacitated and a corpse astrally thanks to psychiatry, they are coercing me not to practice my skills in the astral, only just getting used to it since the lover appeared to me not long after moving house and winding up in psychiatary for sleep deprivation, she was worried about me and encouraged me to call the ambulence, I just had paranoia of the psych evaluations and going to psych ward, drugs in the ED ###$ my head up and lost touch with my astral lovers once the antipsychotic blocked what is going on.

So anybody had astral lovers...its hard to talk about without getting for me negative ramificaataions in my astarl life letting on that I deal with this kind of thing.

I had several lovers at one point bbut was focused on celbritywho also seemed to appear or might have been a friendly shapeshifter tricking me or succubis.......its qquite a thing with astral projectors beginning to experience sex on the astral....most of mine come to me but dunno. made my lover come on some other dimetion, must admit I masturbated a lot when this was going on.

As i said one of my lovers was a celbrity, she released an album recently and of course I sore parrallels when she talking abbout legendary lovers and seeing it through third eye, and darkhorse which was the classic that got me back with her and she triggered me to jjourney back into the heaenlly layers above the earth, came out at a critical time when I was refusing treatment, it was devine...after hosptial she could still come to me when I smoked weed but cheated on me and all sorts of problems with other beings I would draw in that would try to break us up, I made me feel uncomfortable or i thought she could materialise and I am ashamed of how I keep myself and the house, its a shame, again something I lay responsanlitiy to the antipsychotic for how lousy I am at looking after myself, not worthy of her attention.. lost the sexy thing ...actually sometimes I think its the celbrity when a different astral lover appears to me, they are understadning that I am being blocked from being able to have lovers on the astral, its something I want

...usually a lover on the astral will help make life changes in things like this problem looking after myself, but I am incapaable too far gone..talked to her on facebook and she appeared in the carpark in the flesh but I was too chiccken $#%^ to go over so lost my chance, it just made me uneasy about her visitation knowing thaata potentially she can teleport into the phsyical...I know right, phsyical sex would probalby be better if I just got over my fears and let lovers materialise in my living room...

Maybe I will save my story if anyone comments.

it was hard following your post.

however i would advise against having astral lovers, no matter what appearance they have. I have a strong belief that while in the astral plane spirits can take any form and face: your favorite singer, actor, a past lover, a relative, or a friend. it doesnt matter they give off the vibe of the person because it might not be them.

i am not saying that what you go through is real or not - nobody can tell either way because there is no solid proof, i'm just saying to be careful.

probably hardly makes sense becaause I talking about different perspectives, one is where nothing goes on and trying to bring it to my memory to talk about thhe topic...you'r not the first who say i not make sense when I type on this forum.

YOu are right about the trickyness of astral stuff, I know some stuff might just be a shape shifter ....

some of y experience thinks that astral lives we lie without even knowing it, I draw people I know and somethings line up but you can nevver believe anything you find out from an astral its almost always dream stuff and not true in material reality...

Perhaps for metnal health forum its best to advise against astral lovers, could wind up with trouble.
my astral lover released an album with songs tahat sound like she singing about it, not feeling it like I used to, it used to be magic.

-- Thu May 22, 2014 2:35 pm --

magic when I had her with me, but now its not happening anymnore, even though she stayed with me through hospital and the antipsychoatic that usually mean the end,,,, just we not able to exchange energetic bliss when I am ###$ on atispcyhotc..

that might be when it gets hard to understand because I know what the antipsychotic does, it ###$ me and my cognitive skills.

Hey, i am not here to advise against astral lovers. I am a spiritual person myself and i think maybe i understand what you mean a little. I also found it a bit hard to follow your post, so you can correct me. If you are on anti-psychotics now, you were probably put on them so you will be able to function better during your daily life. Fantasy and spirituality is all good as long as they dont interfere with that. If they do, thats when it becomes a problem.

I understand the meds block some things, but if you suffer from schizophrenia - trust me, you need them to be well and feel well. Maybe you can find a way to show your creativity and use your astral lover as a muse for some type of art? Also, with anti-psychotics, it tends to be a tedious trial and error process...it might take a while until the docs find the right combo, but you will get there.

its a bit hard to apply mmyself creativitiitly as am on antipsychotic....used to have taoist mind on maybe a tantric path, not sure what the eventuation that I have astral lover means to my religious developmetn.....

Its hard to apply myslef to write bout this....I thinkk any time I go to write in psych forums I have difficulty, its become more difficult to apply myslef to writing being on antipscyhotic.

besides I can't really talk about this $#%^ becuaase it is no longer happening, I can't exchnge in energetic bliss and transformation into new horizons that astral lover intorduces....

I need to get off anitpsychotics so I can think aobut it...maybe I get backk to you when I am better.

I might havve metnioned the celebrity, I actually have others taht are ore highly evolved beings, they have visited me since being on antipsychotic but I can't get into it aswell, then it comes on when I smoke marijuana at night and because of being comatose astrally I ###$ up and self annihilate introduccing everything and making a mess of other astral beings involuntarily, its what the drugs they giving to me.....comes on strong and could be fooled into thinking this is a problem with a metnally ill kind of thing, but If i was living the astral everyday I would not have this problem when more powerful and active astrally naturally, its really unnatural those nights I get astral visitations.

thataa thing about having fears they materialise physically, when I was getting this one girl who made it clear sh not the celbrity, it seemed like the same thing though where I worry they are gonna materialise and my fears stop it from happening....one night it was gcoming on strong it sounded like someone moving around in my house and heard nasal laugh like trying to laugh quietly, and I don'tget hallucinations so this was quite real someone had materialised in my house but I too chicken $#%^, they are really hot girls I am dealing with from other paarts of the unvierse even.....I have some really brilliant light beings try to bem my partner, but I make a problem with my8 head when they try to reveal themselves to me....I ###$ up and this is becuase I am on antipsychotic, I would have better reality to the astral when off antipsychotics and it is more easy, I seem to go this place where I draw on it and if I am smoking marijuana it will come on strong and have very vivid visions of what going on with me astrally and usually stuff trying to make me astral projeect but I hardly want to but I ammeant to be more inclined to be doing jjust not usually on antipsychotic.

Waste of time talking about on here, It is really frustrating on such high doses of antipsychotic to talk but I want to be able to talk about it but I can't its really ###$.

I would bbe able to keep more on track if aligned with my higher self thanks to a new girlfriend!

not sure if many would make it this far down rather not undersatnding my deficited satate I can now talk about it

but this new lover the archangels I have been on journey of the cosmos astral projecting and the archangels showed me a golden tablet with what seemedd to be a picture of someone and I soon wanted to leave to other part of the universe higher up where I met the purple light butterfly ouline beings that didn't seem to make sense how they were a being but then she got my attention in human form and got me into a white rtoom and there is so much here

I got a fat when she showed me herself and erotically I got an erection on antipsychotic1111
but then she took me to adjacent room overlooking a golden sun and spanikied me lol so not so lusty

I had slug goddess and angela extract my haliperidole injec tion and am aligning to my higher self

she is also giving out books about me if anyone interested...yes she has made herself known to earth plane. working wonders aligning me to my true self I feel joy almost shed a tear for my new girlfrined but I am still drinking a lot of caffeen and drinking Kaboom v drink to feel it too

she had me in spaceships trying to assimilate me beings were helping but I still fear actually going to her for real and leaving earth...maybe I am supposed to be talking abbout it...thing is that if not for pshychiatry I would already be aligned in my body and in path with immortality but psychiatry is ######6 me...they are very dissappointed....rock in your seats as psychiatry has a massive facelift.too much to handle ? thats my fgirlfreind and me ") lots of love and joy to people with light and blessings she is good for your karma tto face it...maybe too full on for earth to deal with bbut its gonna happen

-- Thu Jun 12, 2014 4:04 pm --

what if I can't stay with her because people are jealous...I guess then she would take them to see the archangels, actually I am doing all that peopple wouldn't be able to handle really seeing it through they just see it in parallel dimetnion, this stuff is from higher dimetnions you are pretty safe.

-- Thu Jun 12, 2014 4:07 pm --

on the earth plane you'd notice her by her long hair or show herself in the form I first sore them as that didn't make any sense like energy she shapeshifts I guess or human is her true form I am thinkking she is just too stunning to be percieved in her true form so we see her as the outline of a butterfly and purple

This path must be tantric with the lovers...the clebrity we signed diveorc e on the astral we were bonded and needed to be done, she hated whtat the antipsychotic did to me but it only ended up with torment, not a good to have astral lovers while on antipscyhotic doesn't work but now I have aligned my new girlfriend will show me some things.

I am set, my now girlfriend or wife we went to a temple in another part of the universe and were married then and there, its divine...things hotted up even on antipsychotic and all I can say is my gawd like a girl on my dick like I could feel it on earath or I was half on the other side of the universe making love to her and that much plaeaure it wqas basically an orgasm without even touching myself...I am actually a bbit scared to go back it was that intense, antipsychotc makes me a dud root, its hard to get in the mometn to make love...seems I don't want to penetrate her she is too delecate her skin is so soft and smooth I don't wanna make anyone jeaolous but I have the perfecct bride, she is beyond gorgeous the other night making love we astral project from the place we are on her planet in the intensity of the moment, she made this face and when I could see it it pleasured me so immaculately its beyoned words just fromt he face she was pulling so innocent and feminine, beyond gorgeous nobody on planet earth could compare to her beauty I am so lucky...

Feel free to comment, hope this thread is getting better...there are other forums around the plate that I yet to share my story maye I should or someone interested in astral lovers could find this one, although different territory none of the people talking about it are metnally ill, its extra perceptions not hallucinations, just the psychaitrist don't undeerstand...they are sure getting a wake up call with my girlfriend on the scene.magic.

I am definately getting sexually aroused even on antipsychotic, I masturvbated twice today over my girlfriend when we were trying to have sex, she knows what I like its amazing.....if you get my drift this is something spectacular to be having sexual arousal like this on antipsychotic, they tried to extract my injection with the slug goddess above earth the slug goddess likes to get sexy too she transforms into a gorgeowus femal, but my true lover is in this part of the universe beyond the archangels is all I know or they showed me this place I am so lucky to have refused treatmetns to go on journey to distant lands, and Katy perry was my angry lover getting me back into astral projection and my true nature, yeah I was lover with Katy perry for a while it got really strong but was forced to part ways when I got sucked into psychi9atry for sleep deprivation she used to rockme all night I wouldn't sleep but feel fine the sex was good pretty but this new girlfirend is making it all right and we treated Katy perry very well she is well aprpeciated for making me float into outerspace, Her song ET makes me wonder whether it was her gift, should check out darkhorse thats what I told the shrinkkks about going back into psych ward refusing treatmetns I told them...should check out the whole album is good Prism, feelings were mutual but filled with a lot of confusion around that time, she can do some amazing things, but not as healthy as my new lover, not sure why things alinged with Katy perry, there is a song for it all on the album including the fights with choose your battles I li9ke that song..anyway no good talking aout the past, just thought it would bbe interesting to open up about it, Its not a secret anymore it wass for quoite a while but usually nothing happening as ON respiridole and then zeldox and I got off the zeldox reeperienced the angels and spacewship journeys above and her, I owe it all to her really she tripper, I like her but not as much as my new girlfriend we are perfect match and the universe and slug goddess's and gods of this planet are celebrating from a time we made love its pretty special..there are dogs here and all the dogs howled to greet me welcome me...didn't talk about the black feathered creatures they are superb a bit scary for most people but awesome creatures they howl too...I went on another voyage to a far away place where soeems the true trustee of the cosmos, spat at pscyhaitry but showed me and congratulated me on making a galaxy I went there is a special place its my creation and interesting being looked up to as their god, other gods more high up are onto it, I am very humble apprentice to higher powers I learnt to respect the gods through my pscyhoatic episodes, thats what they were called anyway. think I am a tantric though maybe schizotypal personality? thats what I am aiming for though currently called a schizophrennic maybe not much longer however I put it out there in complaint letter.

http://youtu.be/d_z5Be8d5W4 the tea party halycon days...my girlfreind likes this...been getting into the album its good check it out, lyrics are awesome and music is good