Random Thoughts... I wanna hear 'em!

You are not me

I'm not perfect

Stop acting like a whiny idiot and acknowledge I can't help you now because I can't even help myself and take care of myself right now, let alone help you with your boyfriend drama bulls**t.

I don't answer your call(s)/text(s)...

So you call/text me from a different phone number that I don't recognize.

When I answer the call(s)/text(s) from that number, you respond with: "Hey, I'm the person from that other number. Why didn't you answer me?"

Um... do you not realize what you just did? You're a f*cking creep, dude. My reason for not replying before is irrelevant now, because you just made it very clear why I shouldn't be associating with you.

You find someone you like and they have different work hours and different days off. What are the odds of meeting some one with odder work hours than you. Dont know if finding some on else worth the effort at times

Everyone is afraid to die, who denies it is just more afraid than the others

You're a great guy to me.

You're a great guy toward me.

But you're not a good guy for me.

Good friend; bad boyfriend. There's more to two people being compatible than them just being decent to/toward one another. You lack very essential qualities for me, and have some that repulse me beyond any ability to want an intimate relationship with you.

I wish I could tell you this myself so you'll stop thinking I'm harboring feelings for you. You can't hurt me (emotionally). I'm not vulnerable to you. I think it's sweet that you believe I am and wanna keep your distance "for my sake", but um... that's really not necessary. All you're doing is making our friendship awkward.

I don't associate any aspect of my romantic life with you; certainly not my ex. I wanna keep it that way. Please keep just being my carefree, funny, laid-back friend. Attaching yourself to my love life and acting differently because of it would only make things complicated & annoying FOR NO REASON.

One may be a lone and not feel lonely...
One may not be alone but feel alone....

Hearing the same thing over and over again just makes me want to fight harder against it.

Why did I believe you, you ask?

Aside from the fact that I love and trust you?

Because it's not in my nature to assume that someone would sleep with and pretend to love a person for months if they considered themselves at psychological war with them. Sorry. I guess I'm just not mentally ill enough to jump to that conclusion.

Also because when people say they forgive me, I tend to believe them. & when someone tells me they're happy, I tend to believe them.

You lied to me and manipulated me, at the expense of my health. Now you're gonna use the fact that I fell for it as another reason to guilt me? You need help, boy.

I don't need anyone outside ever to support who I am and what I want.

If I want something, I'll take it for myself like a real person.

“Approval is overrated...Approval and disapproval alike satisfy those who deliver it more than those who receive it. I don't care for approval, and I don't mind doing without.”
― Gregory Maguire

I was just thinking about how cellphones/mobiles/handy's/GSMetjes have totally changed the world. I can hardly remember the time when meeting up with someone somewhere was a sea of uncertainty. "Where's Fred, he should have been here an hour ago!"