It's a pity how heavily meddled most forms of media are about ridicule or essentially looking down upon '
nerds' by hyper-extraverts who are consistently able to follow and consume whatever might be trendy when the a '
breaking the 4th or 5th wall' reality might very well be that the writers of such media themselves are
nerds but put in a position where they have to output whatever content is most mainly unproblematically familiar to the production cycle and intended demographics.

I'm able to say that even outside of personal journals b/c before the pressure to headout to a job I still feel quasi-iffy about hits me, I'm able to succinctly summarize the impact of
a consequence of inaction (the inaction being
to socialize) all the better now in continued arguably non-consenting loneliness rather than in the flurry of childhood confusion if I was a 1/4 my age.